Today as I turn another year older I reflect on the year. What is good. What went bad. And what can go better next year.
The good: I have discovered more of myself and what I desire in this lifestyle. I have found that need for a true Dom A man who can bring me to my knees with a single look. But can also hold me so close I know I am the only one for him. I have stopped self harming for the most part as well. And I have grown confident in my body even though I havent made the progress I needed.
The bad: I have been hurt by a lot of men...fake doms...in the lifestyle. I have seen the Evil it can bring out. And the lasting pain it can bring someone. I have been brought to my knees in fear and submitted to those who never deserve it. I gave up on myself during the year and stopped fighting for my goals to reclaim my body.
What will go better: I will find my Dom. I will reclaim my body. And I will find myself again. Kneeling on the floor before the man who calls me his.
