I've struggled with what to write recently, as the vast majority of the things that are important to me would only be of importance to One. Yes, there is always learning, but that learning is only relevant to U/us. Couple that with the fact that long distance does not get easier with time, it gets harder to live with. Very much worth it, but harder none the less.
After much thought I do have something I can share. this trip He introduced me to a new favorite toy ^_^. W/we are both big fans of discrete public play. This particular toy is definitely a surprise win in that regard.
https://www.condomsgalore.com/Mouth-Full-Dildo-Face-Mask_p_567.html
Dun dun dun daaaaa!
Not sure if this is where He got it.
So when I arrived at the airport He decided to do something W/we have talked about for a long time now. The first thing after a giant bear hug (and a second intentional three breath hug for a dear Friend) he handed me a bag. Inside the bag were the things He intended me to disappear to put on for our first adventure back home.
There were warm comfy clothes (it was still winter), then there were the *fun* items ^_^
most importantly we will focus on the dildo gag. I don't think there would be a way to get away with it prior to covid and the normalcy of seeing masks around. They certainly werent prevalent anymore, but at the same time no one batted an eye. The first thing to note is that it was absolutely impossible to communicate in any meaningful way around it. The second thing to note is that it was impossible to close my lips completely so I was very grateful for the neck scarf I was wearing. It served double duty. #1 had it not been for the muffler my teeth/mouth would have been FREEZING, #2 drool was a problem. A legitimate real immediate problem. Due to the length/girth of the dildo it was impossible to swallow my own saliva. Finally, the last important note is that I had to be cautious and aware of it at all times as it was long enough to cause some internal concern over my breath. I would NOT have wanted to wear it had my hands been restrained.
Now to the experience... luckily the mask covered everything very well, so there was no concern over anyone knowing what was going on. Walking out of the airport was no problem, though the awareness of the cold and of my immediate saliva issues were a bit of a mental game. Once in the car He checked in on me and I explained all I just have. Then off we went on our adventure. I had it (and other things) going on in the car, and I absolutely loved every single minute of it. A brief stop off at a restaurant which necessitated its removal, then on to a very public grocery store. A lot was going on at that point, but suffice to say it was one of the most excellent experiences of my kink life to date. Focusing just on the gag though, again, had it not been for the scarf it would have been an exercise in public humiliation as there would have been NO way to hide the drool that was going on. As it was, however, it was simply an added level to the other things going on. It gave me a greater sense of lack of control, and of ability to just give in and turn my brain off and follow.
He will have to speak for His side of it, but I know that I for one got a great amount of fun out of it (and still do).
If it sounds up your alley I'd definitely recommend it.
Had it not been for the gag there were definitely a few times I'd have sounded like this:
https://nypost.com/2023/05/01/woman-has-full-body-orgasm-during-la-philharmonic-concert/
;) The author may not have known what was what... but W/we all sure do ;)
~His slaveMikayla
