slaveMikayla(sub female){MstrJ }

Once you are made REAL

I, like the velveteen rabbit, have been made REAL. I have gone through the process of seeing my own truest self and nature. I know WHO I am, and that can never be taken from me.
I am a slave hearted submissive with a heart the size of the ocean and an emotional capacity wider than the sky.
I am a woman of Faith, though a believer of the truth and validity many religions.
I am a singer, a trained chef, and an amateur artist of no remarkable talent ^__^.
I am above all else; myself, the velveteen slave.
The Man who "made me Real" has moved on from the chapter of my life, however I will always remain with the deep and abiding understanding of who I am; for "once you are made real you can never be made unreal again."

This blog is a catalogue of my journey. It includes the lessons that I've learned while walking down my path. It serves to help me remember those lessons that I might retain them. It is my hope that it can provide insight to others as well, perhaps spark an understanding or a feeling of camaraderie.

~The Velveteen slave; Faith; His Mikayla{MstrJ}

*The girl accepted MstrJ's collar on 2/10/22 and her new name; Mikayla <3

Missing Her

1 year ago. November 9, 2023 at 2:47 PM

Tomorrow will be three years.

I don't miss her every single day anymore... just most days.

I can't say that I think about it every single day.... just most days.

It's not a sharp pain anymore... until I wish I could write her and tell her something, and then it is.

It's not even a constant hole... just a scar that opens up on occasion.

These days it's open more often. There is so much I wish she were here to share. There is so much she had to look forward to and will not ever have had. I'm glad she isn't here these days though, there would be so much pain and concern for her.

Zombie Hugs to those who miss her too... and I'd really like one back.

Missing my sister.

~for today and this post; Faith

(His slaveMikayla)

SchrodingersDinosaur(switch female){N/a} - Oh hell no you didn’t. I am sooo not trying to be crying right now! Thank you sharing this Faith (and always HisMikayla), you know she’s belly dancing in the clouds somewhere, rainbow dreads flying around her. 💜

1 year ago

slaveMikayla(sub female){MstrJ } - I do *every year*. It is important to me that *someone* remembers her every single year. She deserved better. I still have our sisters' bracelet. I can't wear it, but I have it. I'm still in our family chat. I still "talk" to her there sometimes. I also follow up with legal things, watching to be sure Justice is a thing.

1 year ago

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slaveMikayla​(sub female){MstrJ }

Once you are made REAL

Missing Her

slaveMikayla(sub female){MstrJ }