I, like the velveteen rabbit, have been made REAL. I have gone through the process of seeing my own truest self and nature. I know WHO I am, and that can never be taken from me.
I am a slave hearted submissive with a heart the size of the ocean and an emotional capacity wider than the sky.
I am a woman of Faith, though a believer of the truth and validity many religions.
I am a singer, a trained chef, and an amateur artist of no remarkable talent ^__^.
I am above all else; myself, the velveteen slave.
The Man who "made me Real" has moved on from the chapter of my life, however I will always remain with the deep and abiding understanding of who I am; for "once you are made real you can never be made unreal again."
This blog is a catalogue of my journey. It includes the lessons that I've learned while walking down my path. It serves to help me remember those lessons that I might retain them. It is my hope that it can provide insight to others as well, perhaps spark an understanding or a feeling of camaraderie.
~The Velveteen slave; Faith; His Mikayla{MstrJ}
*The girl accepted MstrJ's collar on 2/10/22 and her new name; Mikayla <3
Bunnie
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Wow, noticeable difference from just one session. They look great!
2 months ago
slaveMikayla(sub female){MstrJ }
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Thank you! I'm pretty happy with it. The decision now is on Thursday do we finish the rest of it, or let it be as is. Still waiting for the swelling to go down as much as it will to decide. Right now my lips around the edges are weirdly numb ^_^ which is a fun little sensation.
MsDove(sub female){Eternal Pi}
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You look beautiful. Do you have to decide on Thursday? Is it important to take the next step now? See where you are in a couple of months after everything goes back to your new normal. I was just wondering. You are so brave! ❤️🕊
2 months ago
slaveMikayla(sub female){MstrJ }
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Aww, thank you! He does kinda have to decide in the short term on Thursday for two reasons: #1 because the other half a vial is being stored and I'm guessing that is not a long term possibility. #2 I get on a plane in EIGHT DAYS!!! I'll be on my way to spend the summer with Him. As soon as I'm back on this side of the world school will be ramping up, so until Mid-year break in January this is the main opportunity for a chance for reasonable healing.
Hopefully it makes sense. I think He is leaning towards calling it good for now, but it's calmed down so much in the last days that if He said to go for finishing it I certainly would not quibble. <3