PrincessSweetPeaXO(sub female){ }

Back but broken...

Several years ago I started my journey as a submissive and joined The Cage. I had to leave abruptly and I apologize to those friends I had here. I would like to be able to tell you I went on to have the fairy tale and everything worked out, but that is the furthest thing from the truth. He broke me!!!! Maybe you're thinking 'I knew that was going to happen and it sucks' or maybe you're thinking 'The bitch got what she deserved'. Either way, I want to apologize to you. I was stupid and scared. He used all of my insecurities and traumas against me. He took me to a place I swore I would never be again. BUT... I have left now. I am in the process of getting free (papers have been filed). So if you remember me and want to reconnect I'm here and again I am truly sorry.

Why are we here?

1 month ago. October 20, 2024 at 3:30 AM

My biggest question is why wasn’t I enough?!?

it’s a question I have asked and it’s been answered with “ you were” well if that is the case why are we here?

“I made a commitment and I keep my word.” You made a commitment to me first so if this is true of you I ask again why are we here?

“I won’t let you fall” Really!?! Maybe you got this right to some degree. You didn’t let me fall… you shoved me down and then kicked me. This is why we are here. You broke me more than I was when you found me and made these promises to me and it took only 1 week to break me and question everything.
Most days I am fine but there are those times when it just smacks me in the face of how little I truly mattered when I am reminded of it when seeing the changes because you “hit rock bottom” and are picking yourself up on your own.
It’s always good to see people step up and improve themselves and their lives for the better. At least in my opinion but it raises a big question for me…
Why wasn’t I enough?
That is ok. I’m working on me to fix what you broke so completely because I am enough. I deserve better than you gave. I deserve to be cherished and loved and one day I will be because I am enough, I am worth the effort, and I deserve the same love I give.

BunnyBites(sub female){HoK} - I dont know what went down and I am so sorry you are hurting.

I think a lot of people make these promises to each other with the intent of keeping them. Most people fail to understand that over time we change. Our needs change, our wants change, desires and dreams change.

At one point they promises you the entire world because at that moment that was something they could truly give you.

It was never that you werent enough, it was more likely they changed as a person. I am sure you arent the same person you were when it all started either, and I guarantee on the other side of this pain you wont be the same person either.

I know true happiness is out there for you, and I respect that you can write all this pain out for the entire world to see and share it. The fact you admit you are now working on yourself to heal is a tremendous step forward and should be celebrated.

You sweet beautiful pea are a strong and talented woman. You will find bliss when the time is just right and it will sweep you off your feet and when that happens, this moment and this pain will not even be a blip on your radar.

Stay strong, you are not alone and if you need a friend to vent to, despite us never meeting before I am here for you. DMs are open, we can crack open some wine, or a pint of ice cream and you can kick and scream and cry all you want, with no judgment from me.

1 month ago

PrincessSweetPeaXO(sub female){ } - Bunny, thank you for your wonderful words and offer that I may take you up on honestly. Most days I’m fine but that conversation threw me.

1 month ago

Spanks hard(dom male){Looking } - As a man I am not pleased with what happened to you it unhinges me no end when a man treats his lady poorly for any reason it upsets to know that you were deceived that way

1 month ago

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