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12:01 A.M. posted to my private e-mail from sir James account this would not have been a shock if he hadn't passed. 

When I opened it, it simply said play me. When I opened the attachment it was a video of sir wishing me a happy birthday and a password to an account of video's some private some for the children and some for us the family. he want on to explain that he recorded these to help us navigate both personal and business problems that we mite encounter along the the way. also video's of him reading stories for the kid's he explained that after his last hart attack he started doing these to help us along the way since he felt his time may be short. but he wanted us all to know he loved us.   

this is why we loved him so he thought in many generations and in many ways.  

I may not be a nice man, i may not even be a good man but that doesn't matter as long as what I do turns out good for others.

I have been a killer.

and a life saver.

I have looked into a woman's eyes

and seen chaos,

reached in and organised it.

I have looked into a babies eyes.

and seen creation and salvation.

I have made many laugh 

and many cry.

I am a Dom my way is not easy.

but it's not supposed to be.

It is my path to make it easy for those who walk behind.

they have given my there hart and soul.

and it is my responsibility to guard them

It is my responsibility to guide them.

It is my responsibility to punish them. 

no matter how much it hurt's me.

Taken from sir's diary. If only we knew.   

I can't tell you when it happened, or what the trigger was, all I remember is waking that first morning in his arms feeling safe, worm and contented not at all feeling like moving. Opening my eyes and seeing Jane across his chest with  what I can only describe as the mirror of my face. Thinking how did this old man make me feel like this, and that was when I realized he did not do it he simply allowed it to happen I had done it to myself I fell in love I jumped his bones he simply allowed it to happen until the the first orgasm after that he took control and wore me out and Jane too. my tits were mauled my lower end was sore the way it should be and i was still wet from both of us and I think Jane to. I looked up at sir and he had that look that said questions go ahead and ask but I couldn't I was embarrassed as much as stunned at my actions and feelings. Then he smiled and said you think on it while I get our coffee he crawled over me kissed my cheek and said thank you little girl. 

  When he got out of bed and i really looked at him naked for the first time and saw that her looked like an old tiger he moved like one smooth and graceful but loaded with scares all over his body. He never talked about it but you could see that Nam was not kind to sir and work gave him another type of scares. When he closed the door very quietly Jane opened her eyes and said come to mama and she said I thought you would be first to fall and I'm sure you can't understand how or why. its really very simple it is his one power. its called protection. It is the most effective aphrodisiac's  for both males or females he just makes a person feel safe. it is also the reason from the beginning I knew I had to share him with others and why he made money so easy.             

before Sir James died every Friday each lady would receive a bouquet of our favorite flowers and a note. this continues to this day and the note reads the same "my love is forever. yesterday on Easter a  large truck delivered 2 k bouquet's that filled the ranch with sent. this note read (ladies enjoy your Easter remember we are looking down with all our love on this greatest of days). this is our definition of agape.    

We are now 5 mothers 3 grandmothers and 2 aunts 1 Dom and 1 Domma we are a family. we live on a ranch we call Jane's ranch (not it's real name) it is what is called a pocket ranch it is a place of peace and love the  way Jane made it and sir protected it. 

I am Mari the family historian the Blogger and the face of the family trained and mastered and mentored by sir.

Routine: 6 a.m. wake to the smell of coffee toast or muffin. 6:30 hit the weight room. 7:00 start morning run. 7:30 shower dress for the day (or undress) depends on the day. 8-9:00 breakfast and talk get ready for the office. Our office is still open and running almost full staff because sir found it cheaper to have the office people work from home. ( or did he get one of his fore warnings). Work from 9:30 to 4 P.M. no later without good reason I.E conference call with a customer who can't take a hint. or punishment demerit each demerit equals 10 spanks. 4- 6 his office drink and decompression time or problem solving or both. change to home dress high heals belt stockings dinner and at least one dance before bed each sir always stayed with us till we fell asleep. Wake in the night go down curl with sir in his big chair and fall back asleep and wake on the couch covered in big blanket help sir with breakfast for others.

New routine: same as above except cry ourselves to sleep, wake run to his office hoping it was a nightmare curl in his big chair and wake in it cold and empty.  Welcome to our new reality.      

I do not know how much or different from other Dom's he was because he was the only one I had or ever want. At 63 sir did not in all honesty be said to have seduced us it was we who seduced ourselves. you see Jane chose us to fill a dream for her sir she had since they met the cancer killed her ability to have any more children but she wanted his genes for the future there are five of us 4 Jane chose one was  sir' brothers wife he died suddenly from brain damage from scare tissue build up from an old accident he knew it was coming, so I guess you could say in a way we were gold diggers but we did not go after him for the money you see for us it was a natural selection the best man to have children with you females know what I mean he was smart,handsome, and yes had enough money to give our children the best. But he was also stern enough to make them understand all the obligations that come with it He looked at himself as lucky to have been given the gift of wealth he got rich by giving others a chance to make there dreams a reality you see sir first made his money by real-estate and then with the advice of Dena would invest it in other peoples dreams. Dena would make sure they had the experience and drive needed to succeed and sir would lend the money and take a share of the company. he was what people called an angel investor. he bought Jane a business and gave it to her to build at the time he paid a little over a million and when it was sold they had made over 3 billion. sir always said he was the wealthiest man in the world because of the people he invested in weather he made a dollar or a billion he made a dream come true. and many billionaires can't say that.

On Jane's advice sir bought the company we worked for and cleaned it up the day he did and turned it operation to us he worked with us day and night teaching us how to manage and grow the company. he said this is how you make things grow and he was right. and  some wear along the way he made the love in us grow for him. the confidence he showed in us was all it took one after the other took his collar then his love. was he a good man? oh god yes but till the day he died he maintained that it wasn't that he was a good man he was a lucky man to have chosen such strong women and to have them love him                      

I was awoken at 3 p.m. to the sound of knocking at the door. room service with coffee, this was good gave me time to think of them and the affect they are having on me.

"I am shocked and a little confused at the feeling's this little woman has awoken in me. Was it just last night we met and ran off together and when did she wake my protection gene, I must handle this very carefully I can tell she has a prickly side but also carries a depth of love and caring that amazes me I can here it when she talks about her daughter and her friends. She has already changed me I could tell when I spoke to Dena this morning I saw her in a different way then I had before. She has always been important to me she is undoubtedly the best assistant and the most insightful, she has the thing done before I even know to ask her for it at the time I had no idea how lucky I was when I bought her father's company and got her in the bargain. I still can't get the picture of of Jane's face when she had me close my eyes and keep them shut till I felt her weight on my knees and told me to open them. the fear and tears in her eyes when she showed me the scare from having her breast removed. the love in her eyes when I just ran my finger over it and smiled an told her it suits you brings out the fire in your green eyes. the feel of her head on my shoulder as she held me and cried the pain away the little smile on her face after she got it out and told me her wishes and fears. till she just fell asleep with a small smile on her face with a look of contentment. she made me feel like the Dom I want to be.

They returned promptly at 6 ran into the bed room to change after stopping to look at me and Jane said you look good enough to eat I smiled that was good for my ego. When they came out it was my turn to stare they had to have planed it they wore dresses of the same cut but different colors to show off the different skin tone's they complemented each other in a way that would bring a weak man to there knees they did a  little turn and curtsied and said in unison does this meet my lord's approval.   

I have spent years flying under the radar so to speak, I could tell that was over that night I learned what it felt like to be envied by both men and women when I was on the dance floor with one the other at the table would be approached you could tell the gentlemen from the jackal by the look in my ladies eyes when they looked at them. but  the biggest surprise was when Jane told me she could tango (Mari: insert to all Dom's that my have read this far learn the tango it is the closest thing to sex you can do on a dance floor without being arrested) when we finished the dance Jane whispered in my ear thank you sir that was the best fuck  I ever had. 

When we returned to the apartment I was floored when Jane asked me to take Dena as a second sub. by the next morning I was sure that we were in heaven and on our way to hell. but we are going to hell in luxury."

I could not change or interpret this any other way sir said every thing just right all I did was correct spelling.               

" I once tried to sell my soul to give her back. He just laughed and said why would I buy something that's mine already?"  

With the help of Doc aka Betty our resident abnormal shrink who is helping us younger ladies understand some of sirs worries and questions. She help's us understand 1st men are not women in there thinking and 2nd Dom's are not sub's ether then add the fact the sir was old enough to be our father and went through a different time. It's no wonder we have trouble understanding his thinking at times.She at least comes from the same times as them. the above quote is from a later part of sirs diary just after an episode of losing his mind but even then he had good reason for losing it. with this in mind I shall try to put his critical thinking down faithfully but if there is an older Dom please comment if you can help us understand better. thank you Mari.    P.S. this is hard to write in the first person so forgive me if it seems a little off.

When I turned around she was easy to spot it was probable the lighting were she was standing but her face was glowing. As I walked towards her she looked up at my face when I stood in front of her she just looked in my eyes not in defiance but searching for what was behind them then she just looked down. I leaned over her and whispered in her perfect little ear follow me. I put my drink down I herd her put hers down next to mine the glass clinked. We walked to the doors my car was out front where I parked it ( he owned part of the club) I opened the door for her she gazed at me for a second and took my hand to get in. we were several miles down the road when she turned to me and said we have to go back I forgot I brought my girl friend"s there I smiled and said OK I called my driver and told him to pick up two ladies at the club and take them wherever they wanted and take care of the bills give them to Dena to take care of you. I handed the phone to her and said call your girl friends tell them to look for a very tall man wearing a cap he vaguely resembles a small mountain complete with snow on top and answers to Mario. it was at this time I found out she had a daughter. this only gave me a small pause will she like me if not it could ruin everything. Oh well don't borrow  problems before you have them. Her eye's got wide and and she said and she said what do I call you. for now call me James we will see later what else you can call me I reached into my pocket and gave her a card with the phone # and told her if they call to ask for the penthouse. then I over heard her say Jill when was the last time you heard of an ax murderer with a driver and a penthouse in N.Y.. yes I know but for some reason I he makes me feel safe.I toke my phone from her and called Dena and asked her to make arrangements at my home of record. that I was coming. and reserve a  couple room on the floor below just in  case  and be there at 6 am. 

It was then I had my W.T.F. moment I'm in my car going home with a woman I don't know I turned to look at her and she was leaning agents the door with the same look that I was hiding I smiled and said start at the beginning and tell me all your hopes dreams wants and needs and most important your fears. she smiled and said OK but remember you asked at the tunnel she slipped in a are you even paying attention or just faking interest? I said I'm listening to every word because this is important to me. her jaw drooped and then said it is? yes I replied everything about you is going to become the central purpose of my life I think. when she finally fell asleep around 2 a.m. I covered her naked body kissed her forehead and went to work in the other room until Dena arrived she sat and looked at me and I watched some of the fire leave her eyes as she said your in love aren't you does she know what you are yes I replied and before falling asleep she gave her consent and her life over to me.  Dena this is a list of the things for her care that I can think of she is divorced with one daughter breast cancer survivor and proud of winning her fight see if you can customize any clothing she buys. we have that charity thing tonight so don't forget to get your gowns. I expect to walk in with two visions of perfection on my arm's she looked at me and said boss are you sure you want me there? yes something tell's me you two are going to be bests for the rest of your lives and something tells me at least for now she will need a friend instead of just an owner. Monday look into what town has the best schools and see what the housing situation is like minimum 4 bed and basement of need be buy two side by side and the two of you look them over and then call the architect to work on the plans. while i think now two houses would be better that way I can set up one basement for adults and a play room for her daughter on the other-side and make sure the back yard has plenty of room and four car garage it will be needed when her daughter starts to drive. I prefer to have one house for her to grow up in rather than up-sizing later.  now I'm going to bed and sleep if you think of some thing I may have forgotten just get it or add it to the list. I'm going to bed now. and stood up. Boss, listen I have to tell you I am very happy that have found someone, but if she doesn't like me around I want to let you you know I release you from your vow. I looked at her and told her that's nice of you but I don't release you you will be by my side the rest of your life. but when you meet her I think you will see this woman is just a small package of love with more to spare.                                     

Ecstasy was found that night, it  happens they say to bisexual women that they both fall for the same man. and that is what happened that night. my head was  spinning he seamlessly glided me across the dance floor and when I watched him with Dena it was almost like seeing poetry in motion he was in command of both of us and yet we were still individuals tied to him like he was the sun and we were his planets revolving around him. 

When we returned to the suit he owned I later learned I looked at Dena and asked will you stay with us, she looked back at me and said yes if he permits we looked at him and he just looked at us and said is this truly what you want we both looked down and whispered yes. For the first time we heard hardness in his voice not anger he said you are both grown up ladies and I expect firm answers when I ask a question. Jane is  this truly what you want for your life with me because there will be no turning back if she accepts it will be for life not just one night you both mean too much to me to play that game she will be your sister wife for life. when I said yes Dena started to cry and just held me just saying thank you my love over and over. sir just got himself a drink and waited when she calmed down sir looked at her and said, Dena I know that you have loved me for quit awhile but have never had the courage to voice it will you give us the rest of your life be a sister wife to Jane and submit to my will as she does. YES! oh my god YES.

We entered our honeymoon bedroom together, sir sat in the chair with his drink and said you may both enjoy each other while I sit and enjoy your love. you have chosen to love so start loving now learn each other and meet each other needs gently as only women can. I could not help myself and I don't think Dena could ether we fell into a embrace and we slowly and enthusiastically loved each other until we realized that we needed him to feel complete we stood and slowly undressed him and took turns undressing him. We both dropped to our knees and looked up at he who commands he smiled and said yes go ahead and take your first taste of the rest of your lives. sir is of average size so we could both handle his scepter all the way so we took turns taking him down or licking him I have never  felt so free with anyone call me a slut I don't care for this man I am when he wants, last night I learned to follow all his commands and to enjoy them he withheld his seed until we begged him to give it to us. I have never begged a man for anything before. that night he filled us both and then fell to each other like rabid dogs to fill each others mouths with the combined taste. we woke this morning in each others arms to the smell of coffee and danish  with our new owner smiling and holding two coffees with the words and how are my ladies feeling this morning. 

Dena and I looked at each other and Dena said emotionally complete but my body feel's empty with our sir not in us.