taxi's ladies

                                                                                               the ordeal  

when Stacy and I got to sir office door he was on the phone he held up a finger for us to wait. it felt like hours but was only minutes but it was enough time for the fears to creep in. what if he says no, suppose he laughs, what do we do if he just tells us to get out what if, what if, what if. and then he said come we walk in and kneel and ask he clears his thought and says why are you asking my floor to be its sub lift your heads look me in the eye if you are addressing me and ask. I can't speak for Stacy but I know I turned red Stacy asked first then I repeated the request for myself he did not answer us at first. and I suppose you Jane are putting them forward for consideration, she said actually all three of us are. and are all three of you ready to pay the price if they fail or run? we are, then in that case sit and listen to there answers and mine Stacy why do you wish to be my sub you already have your child back there is no need to give the rest of your life to my care and certainly not my life to your care. she answered in the time I have known you you have shown me the definition of what a man should be and now I find I need that guidance and self-control that I can only learn from someone I love and loves me with the discipline I need. and Mari what is your reason, I looked at him and said because I love you already so you might as well teach me what I need to do it right. I see stand up turn around keep your feet together bend over as far as you can, Jane spoke up remember sir they have only started working out with me for a month. yes I see but they have made good progress stand. Jane show them she stood and bent when she had gone as far as she could she wrapped her arms around her legs  and touched her forehead to her knees and stayed that way for at least 10 minutes at 67 she was still that flexible she stood back up and said will you stop this now sir and ask the real question. sir smiled and said in a slightly sarcastic and playful voice yes Jane. he looked at us and said you know I have a policy of not taking anyone below the age of 30 as a sub because I feel like I'm robbing the cradle why should I make an exception for you two. Stacy answered for both of us, you want the family to carry on after you have left us and we are young enough to have children in your name and you are still young enough to father those children as you have already started with my or should I say our little one. she got him right where it counts in the heart. he looked at Jane and the others and they just shrugged and said we did not coach her. he said O.K. than gave us both a small box and a whole lot of papers and said the ladies will help you with the paperwork take your time read everything over and answer it as truthfully as you can especially the training contract. go, get your pretty a**es to work.                

                                                                                                protocol cont:

Stacy and I got to breakfast early sir smiled and said a little eager are we then but our plates down sausage and bacon three eggs just the way we liked them home fries crispy. and he said eat it all you will need it this morning.  by the time Jane came down to breakfast we were nervous sir had not said a word to us after he put our dishes down Jane was in a white silk embroidered robe she stood and turned so we could see that there were many runes embroidered into it sir came out  and said going all out this morning I see he put her plate down and said, open, she turned a little pink and opened her robe and mouth and you could see her shiver when sir spit in her mouth and then pull her close and kiss her she said thank you my heart and he responded with thank you, my soul, now eat before it gets cold the other two Jan and Ann came down in similar robes but in black and red sir brought their plates out but just kissed them there robes were not as heavily embroidered as Janes but were just as heavy. Jane smiled and said each symble stands for some particular kink that we love and is a sign that we have done it. yours when and if you get a robe will start blank but don't worry sir will give you every opportunity to get yours I was dieing to ask but lacked the courage too. when we were done eating Jane asked if we had decided we said yes and she said the proper response is yes we wish to join the family or no not at this time so we both said yes we would like to join the family all three of them smiled and said be at the hall entrance at 9 am and don't be late. 

                                                                                                      the ritual 

When Stacy and I arrived at the appointed time and place we were greeted by Jane all in a white bra, garter belt leather-topped stockings and thong. Ann was to her left all in red and Jen was all in black Jane then said greeting partitioners we are the lady of the house we represent the three faces of women I am the face of love, Ann then said I am the face of women's passion then Jen spoke I am the face of a women's pain I bring new life. then Jane said we hold sirs soul heart and spirit together we keep the man the warrior and the lover safe as women understand hurt him and you stand in judgment to us and like all things in nature we are not the forgiving kind do you still wish to proceed. we looked at each other because, to be honest facing sir was one thing facing these three was scary as shit. we did not know we took so long looking at each other when Jane repeated do you still wish to proceed we jumped and said finally looking at them again and said yes. They smiled and came to us and hugged and kissed us. Jane then told us to undress completely and wash the make-up off. when you enter sirs office you will present yourself to him you will kneel with your legs slightly spread and hands behind you back. he will ask why you are there your answer will be I wish to present myself for consideration as a sub, to the house all the other questions are simple yes or no then if he accepts your plea he will ask you to rise to give you each a set of papers and we will leave, you will not put your clothes back on until you earn them from now on everything you receive will be earned your old clothes will be burned in sacrifice and to symbolize your new life. you understand all that I've said we answered yes she said good but from now until your bonding ceremony you will answer to us as either yes or no mother after the bonding we will be sisters understand we answered yes mother it was odd but calling them mother just seemed right because in a way they were you learn from your mother what it takes to be a woman and now I will learn what it takes to be a sub.                                  

                                                                                               basic protocol

As anyone in a dynamic will tell you it all starts with negotiation, what form will it take there is no cookie-cutter yes there are basic that we all learn and this will I hope to explain them for us. first and foremost is the request to become more then what we are. 

it started with flowers it always starts with flowers when I came into my room there was a vase of red and white roses in my room the note read if you still wish to join the family present yourself to Jane right after breakfast. my heart was beating like a drum solo, is this what I want, do I want to be subject to his will, his demands, his care, his love, his justice, his rewards, will it help me, hurt me can he take my pain away. I haven't had one of my spells as I've come to call them I have been having dreams again not those nightmares but that might just be because I'm in a new environment. I had to talk to him before the morning. as I thought the light was on in his office it almost always was. when I got there I noticed Stacy was with him and they were talking she was telling him her concerns so I knocked and sir called to come in Mari. said hi to Stacy sir I  have some questions he said sit and we will talk they are personal sir he looked at me and said so are Stacy's but I believe they are about tomorrow morning am I correct the same as Stacy's so we might as well all talk after all if you decide to take this step you will be in this together and will hopefully become like sisters. And I think part of it has to do with that common ailment we all share P.T.S.D am I correct. Sacy and I looked at each other Sacy recovered quicker than me and said O.K. magic man how did you take them away. he laughed and said kido there's no magic involved its just something I learned when I first came back keep busy and keep your mind on the here and now and go to bed so tired you are to exhausted to think Stacy you have been distracted with work getting the company working the way you want it to add in getting little one back in your life and worrying if you are being a good mother witch you are by the way little one and I talk about how happy you are now doing what you should be doing as a woman working in a job you find challenging and rewarding and have your daughter by your side does not let your mind go to that place and poking it . As much as your mind can be short-circuited by the trama of war and what we had to do to survive it can be overloaded with the here and now. and you will both find that I as your I dom will keep you busy enough to let you grow and become bigger than your trama. unfortunately, I can't erase it as much as I'd like to I will make you strong enough to face it without falling apart the same as I can now see the faces and regret it but live with the necessity of it.

when Stacy and I got back to the cottage we talked about everything he said and has done and realized he made no promises he just did what he thought we needed and he will continue to do what we need we decided to try to start giving him what he needed in return.                     

                                                                                               the return 

or, the dynamic couple 

can't decide what was more appropriate they rode in on a Saturday early afternoon Jane on Bella that pure white mare followed this menacing black horse the white wolf was walking next to Jane sir looked like something out an old western the kind where the bad guy is really the good guy if that makes sense two of the biggest pistols strapped to his legs two rifles on either side leather has worn holsters not fancy just practical he hands the pack horses to the stable girl and she takes warhorse too, the other girl takes Bella as sir reaches up and takes Jane in his arms and kisses her as he lowers her to the ground Jane slides her leg up and down his leg as they kiss it was both the most romantic and at the same time erotic thing I had ever seen. yes we all want that, Jane comes over, looks at us and says close you mouths ladies you will get your chance she tells me to follow her that was when I saw the pain in her eyes, she asks me to help her shower she has marks on her butt and thighs and I ask are they that painfull she looks and smiles oh no dear they are sheer heaven. it is what kept me going. no, the pain is inside she askes me to get a pill for it so she can really enjoy tonight. I ask her are you sure there's nothing you can do she smiles and said the only thing is experimental drugs and like sir, I am no ginny pig to experiment on by the end of the shower she was feeling much better and asked if I wanted to play I smiled and said no I think you better save it for sir just then we here sir say save what for sir Jane turns around and says all this. he says woman will you never be satisfied, no, and from the look of your little friend neither will he shook his head and said Mari keep her busy till I finish my shower just then Jane gets an evil grin on her face and said I have a better idea  and proceeds to strip him she looks at me and says well what are you standing there for you are his personal assistant and before he can say a word she started kissing him when he filled me that first time it was heaven being loved on both sides and melding into one and then turning around with Jane in the middle to become one again and again with our beloved sir in the middle it was 5 o clock before sir started dinner. Jane and I were still in bed when we were joined by sir's ex-wife Ann and Jen dinner was ready by 7 and we were all giggling through dinner. the others just thought that we just had some girl time. so they just smiled sir never said a word or looked any different than normal the moral of the story you other ladies is if the queen wants it she gets it, thank you, Jane, for making my fairytale come true.   you must be at gods right hand or sitting at his feet.              

                                                                                                 separation

for the next 2 months, I did not see sir he sent me on a tour of his businesses to get to know the people who make him rich as he says. he feels that getting to know them makes it easier to make decisions on how to run each one. he also tells me to look for and find the problems that are bothering them if possible at work and at home if possible remember thay can't give you there best if something is getting in there way. sir John came with me he is the complete opposite of sir James he stands 6'6" and is your typical seal he also is prior service and did things he can't talk about. also, he took care of that little itch I had without a problem but he made it clear it was strictly for fun so it scratched the itch but not fulfilling on the emotional side. 

but this is were I learned many things about sir James and how he did business at each place he was a silent partner he would come in and invest in new equipment, not the kind that would eliminate jobs but would enable the owner to hire people and expand on average output would pay for the equipment in two years and he would show profits from that point on later I learned from him that the reason for this was simple economics in his eyes more people working more money the family made with less work. when I asked him why he bought out the security co. he said why to save 4 little girls from emotional harm and show a profit of course at the time I thought he was telling one of his little joke's I have since come to learn that sir does not joke about profits at the end of that year by moving the coordinators to work out of there homes he made them happier and that increased. you guessed it profit by the end of the year and the sale of the building we broke even from the cost of buying it and equipment needed to move all those people home. the field agents received an increase in pay and the ability to have direct contact to there bosses 24/7 this made response time in half and that made the field agents happy and that translated into an increase in agents and coordinators and of course clients to pay the bills. in three years time, we have gone from a small company to an international company. 

when John and I returned to the ranch sir was on what we call his biannual trips he has been here in Colorado for  10 years and he takes these trips into the mountains where he has met a network of vets who prefer to stay away from people he makes sure they have what they need food water purifiers ammo and guns if they need them they in turn help lost hikers and call the rangers who sir says ar terribly understaffed and under-equipped for the rocky mountains. It is alright if they only have to patrol the parks for the most part but there is an incredible amount of land out there and only a handful of rangers to keep an eye on things there are thousands of mile of trails in the mountains that don't get covered if you want to smuggle things that is a pretty safe way to do it and with these guys out there keeping to the faith it seriously cut that back. they report to the rangers who follow and contact local or federal law and catch them. sir says Canada law is happy with that the mounties are even more understaffed then we are.                       

                                                                                             water and stone

you know there is much to be said about nature and it is true you can't fight nature. the water shapes the stone it does not happen overnight but it does happen. the same with any man even a dom it just takes longer with a dom then with a regular man. poor sir he never really stood a chance.

after sir and I talked that day (and believe me It was all-day and by the end of it I knew he will be mine). but I also knew it would not be easy he wasn't sandstone he was granite so I was going to have to use a lot of water. but when you have someone like Jane on your side it was easier. ( I will never forget the first time sir fond Jane and I going at each other like two dogs in heat) by the time he found us, we had had 3 or 4 and we really needed what sir provided he started spanking Janes butt and that made her have another one this is when I learned sir's secret he took Janes butt and jane took me it was three hours later when Jane said please sir no more. he pulled out still hard took the rubber off and Jane swallowed him whole and took it all witch she then shared with me. sir kissed Jane proper and I on the top of the head like you would kiss any little girl and left.

I looked at Jane and asked how did he do that? she said is a retarded ejaculator he is one of maybe every 100,000 men that suffer from it and I mean suffer can you imagine taking an hour before you even feel the urge to cum It looks like it would be a great thing for any woman but the reality is very different the average woman starts to dry out in a half-hour at best so we all have to use plenty of lube and spit yes it true you may have several orgasms your self but he hasn't it makes your job of satisfying him difficult but I'll let you in on a secret that mama never taught you the same muscle that you use to keep from peeing will keep you tight down there it's called the kegel muscle and if you tighten it and exercise it say a half hour a day you will not regret it for two reasons when you have sex you will make any man think you are still a Virgen and when you get my age you don't suffer from unwanted accidents. now let's start planning on how you can get him. I honestly thought he would at the least touch you too. but you see how stubborn he is. he has always told me that he would never consider sex with anyone under 30 but I did not believe him till now so you are just going to have to seduce him and that may take time. and part of that is convincing him that its love and not something else. the absolute worst thing is if sir thinks you are a gold digger so. I looked at her with shock and said how could he ever think that what more could he give me he has made it plain that I have a home and money for the rest of my life what more could I want. I know dear but he's old and set in his ways and even though he knows a great deal about people he could never fathom a woman who just wants love no matter where it comes from so he can't understand that the way he cares for people make them want to love him add to that his past in the war he does not think he deserves to be loved. he has gotten better at accepting love but it is still hard for him.                         

                                                                                             walk with me

when the meeting was over and we had a lite lunch sir looked at me and said Mari walk with me he turned started to slump. I said no sir, not if you are going to walk like the old man walk you pretend to be instead of the man you are. he turned and laughed you caught me sorry it gets to be a habit with me when I want to have a serious talk. when we went outside he started to talk to me like a little girl he started to say something when all of a sudden we heard this piercing howl and the biggest dog I have ever seen came over the fence stopped and growled at us sir said NO wolf friend she stood up and walked over to me and sniffed my feet the raised her head sniffed and the licked my mouth I just stood there then she rubbed her head on my stomach and sir said she wants you to scratch her behind the ears congratulations she likes you. next, I heard this thud from behind me and a swear the ground shook when I turned there was the damned biggest horse I had ever seen he  was all black and he was looking down his nose then turned his head one way then the other before putting his nose right between my tits and huffed I tried  to reach his ears and couldn't his head was that long the two of them started to follow behind us like guard dogs. sir said well the wolf is wolf she is a hybrid her mother was my lab who I lost last year she died in her sleep. she was my best friend and wolf is now, she just took over. the horse is called warhorse and he is a full breed charger from your fairytales you know the kind of horse the medieval knight's road the were the first horses used in battle he has been trained to be like the cavalry used he will not run he will fight alongside me if need or stand over me if I fall and protect me until someone he knows or senses is a friend come to help me. these are more friends than pets. then he got to the point of this little walk, Mari I know why Jane selected you 4 besides your abilities at running the company you all have that little something that turns me on but you will come to realize that for me jane has it all that I ever needed. but the ability to have my child. so I am going to tell you my plans so you and the others understand there is no need to trick or seduce the old man. when I die the ranch will go to Sir John and Rita it is only fair I bought this land from Rita's grandfather and she came with the land I hired John as much for the fact that I could see the attraction to Rita as for his intelligence and ranching abilities. he then told me the company and family interests will be intrust for you four and any children you have along with little one and Janes daughter mary. when we got the barn he said come I want you to see this he led me to a stall in the back and said I want you to see Janes birthday gift. there was the most beautiful horse I had ever seen pure white and she just glowed her name is Bella she is a pure breed Lipizzan thay are breed for both color and intelligence it has always been her secret wish but now that she has finally retired she will have the time to ride the mountains with me. I almost cried and it was so hard not to tell him Janes secret. so I changed the subject so tell me the truth are you afraid we will kill you if we make love he did not turn around he just looked over and smirked and said no I'm afraid I might ruin you for any other man(at the time I thought it was a joke) he said let me tell you a very old joke there was an 80 old man getting ready to marry an 18-year-old, his son said dad at your age aren't you afraid something could happen, the old man shrugged and said hay if she dies she dies there are a lot of 18-year-old looking for an easy life. 

in the last couple of years, I will admit I have heard similar comments and jokes in my hearing. and not sirs but I have also noticed that I have heard it less and less because the people who have said it never come back. but hay sir has never been a tolerant man when it comes to his ladies.                             

 The series the reluctant dom is being written by Mari and she has blinders she is both very young and just gave me a perfect baby boy. so much can and is forgiven. BUT I am no saint far from it I was a sniper during Viet Nam so I know I have killed at least 37 times and yes those faces still follow me around. I have done other things too. nothing as bad but a man does what he does and has to live with the consequences. but being quite old now  I have mellowed. but that does not mean I would look the other way if you hurt one of the ladies or children, in that case, I would strongly advise you have your will in good order because you won't see it coming.        

                                                                                                 the next day

Sir escorted us back to the cottage at the end of the night. kissed us on the cheek and thanked us for being there, the little one tugged on his jacket and he got down on his knee and she thanked him for bringing her mama back to her. he smiled and said to her it was my honor little one. we all sat around and talked for a bit before going to bed. and I asked them how this started.  deb's said I think it was my falt Jane was thanking me for my service as her guard and I said it was both my pleasure and a relief to get away from the office she must have heard something in my voice and pushed the question and I told her what had been happening. the next thing I knew she had gotten sir James involved and he made everything possible he made no promises to me but I got Sue and Stacy involved because sir needed to know the full extent of the situation. I'm not too sure what all was involved but he must have bought out the company stock somehow and you see what he did. we did not involve you because we did not think you would want to be involved. we know you hate being sneaky at anything but secrecy was needed to keep the price of the stock down. 

the next morning we got up and did our morning exercises when Jane showed up and asked if we wanted to join her in her yoga work out we said yes and we joined her at the workout room that sir has at the main house sir was just finishing his work out with the weights when we entered he greeted us and then kissed Jane and she told him that we were going to do the yoga stretches and then some weights he looked at us and said meeting at nine in the office breakfast in about an hour. I will say this he was what is referred to as a fencers body he was thin but very defined with overdeveloped arms and shoulders. but he walked stoped over in public that made him look frail but at home, he stood straight and it made him look imposing. and that is not easy at 5'5" and necked with no ass but he did it. he through the towel over his shoulder and walked out. Jane undressed and showed us some simple poses then said work on them for a while I'll finish my work out. O.K. I admit it when she was done I was jealous a sixty-seven-year-old woman should not be that flexible. later at breakfast with everyone there and sir cooking again I asked Jane why he always cooked she said yes and said he says that way I know what's going in my belly the truth is he enjoys it, it is his hobby. same as buying and selling things. it relaxes him somehow. 

at the meeting, sir outlined how he wants the company set up since the only owner is me things will be different than other places you have worked at. I want it clearly understood that the employees come first what I mean is the model is profit is shared this way 1/3 for expansion 1/3 to employee bonus and 1/3 to the family now before you give me an argument that this is a little too much over and above the salary they are paid let me tell you this is how I have done it for the past 30 years and the employees have always been happy and made me more money every year they always exceed profit projection and there is also a corresponding lowering of waste every year because they quickly learn that it is their money that is being wasted. now there will be a lot of winey customers who think the guard they have is just standing around in cases like that fall on the side of the guard if he is doing his job he should be standing and watching everything around his client to make sure nothing happens. so if the client asks the guard to do an errand the answer is a polite no if the client calls to complain politely inform him the guard is there to protect his family not run errands if that is what he wants he can hire someone to run his errands and the company will gladly supply him with one. that's the short version but I'm sure you get the idea.his people first and by natural extension, his ladies are at the top of that food chain with sir just below.                              

                                                                                                  the party

                                                                             my peek at the man behind the Dom

Sir is probably going the spank for this, good I know I need it he hates when we sound like I'm being one of those kids who says my dads better than your dad but hell he is better than a few I've met.    

when Jane and I got to the ranch we walked into the front hall this little woman my size came up to Jane and said very quietly that the little one is here so he thinks its best if you stay by Stacy and left not even staying to be introduced so there we were waiting and fidgeting and looking at each other and admiring how we each looked we were all in similar but different colored dresses and Deb's says whatever happens you are all to be in my bed tonight don't make me chase you down. we all giggled like school girls we all new deb's she was the most greedy dike in the world (worth it though). just then the doors opened and there stood sir in his tux with sir John in his to the right he looked us all over inspecting each of us then looked at Jane and said you've done it again they all look like queens, ladies you look absolutely dangerous to any man. we walked in and sir introduced us one at a time by full name and new titles in the company but when poor Stacy walked in instead of her title he simply said and MOTHER came from across the  room and this small girl came running out of nowhere babbling it true he said you would be but I did not believe him but its true she stopped in front of her and said don't cry, mom if what he says is true we wont ever be apart again. Stacy kneeled and held her then looked up at sir and said thank you, my master, my lord he smiled and said I think the word you are looking for is boss she shook her head and said with all due respect sir I am college educated and I know what words mean. you are from this day forward my master.                

At this time I feel you need a little background on us ladies we are all ex-service members and all suffer from P.T.S.D in one form or another but in Stacy's case it was severe and some family court judge on the advice of experts ??? decided that she could not be trusted to raise her child. and it is true she was a wreak when she first got back the same as anyone who saw action. but that was then and this is now. so what did sir and his lawyers do they arranged for sir to adopt the little one and then brought Stacy and the rest of us here to the ranch were life is easier than being alone in the big city where no one gives a damn. as long as they don't have to see it. sorry but it's the way I see it. 

the party was great the drink was good and the food was unbelievable and even more so when I found out sir cooked it himself everything from soup to dessert was from sirs own hands and served by his hand. ther is a word for this kind of man renaissance and he designed and built this ranch on top of the original house that was here. yes I admit I was starting at the old fart through different eyes.