facing my demons
This happened about a month after the last installment in that time I have watched sir with my daughter he teaches as well as play with her, she has fallen in love with her new daddy. This, in turn, has had an effect on me. Mabey for the first time in my life I am looking at a man in a different way as a companion, not as a source of good sex or a good time.
I walked into sir office and asked if he had the time he looked up and said, Stacy, I will always make the time whether I have it or not my job is to be there when you need me. good then can you tell me why you haven't taken me to bed? He stood up and walked over to the couch sat down and told me to come put my head on his lap while we talked. I did what he asked I looked up at him and he asked how do you feel looking up at me like this. I told him I'm comfortable but I feel something is wrong with it, good he said now I am going to tell you some things when I had Mari and Sue they were with my subs I was making love to my subs they were just along for the ride. Now let's talk about you he put his hand on my stomach and I put my hand on his. he talked very softly while looking in my eyes and said you are the mother of my child but you are not my sub that is first and second when you really enjoy looking up at me it becomes something you look forward to you will have become something else you do know what you are right. I closed my eyes and said yes and he said open your eyes look at me and say it it's time you stopped hiding it from yourself I started to cry because I was ashamed I am a slut. yes you are but understand something that day when you can say it with a smile and know that when you say it to me I feel proud of you because you know deep inside you feel the love from me and not what you think other uneducated fools think. Stacy, you are beautiful, vibrant, smart the mother of my child and most important of all worth more than all the gold in Ft. Knox to us. Then you will be taken by me and be held out in public as another of my greatest success stories being better than all who aspire to be what you are. you will be one of Sir James ladies the absolute perfection of feminine perfection.