While sir was gone and it was just Jane and I she asked me if I was sure that I wanted to go all the way and be his sub? I answered honestly that I want to try but I was scared. don't be she said after all I will be right there with you and sir will not do anything you don't want or need.you'll see.
When sir came in with coffee and hot buns dripping with icing and sweet cinnamon he pulled a chair over to sit in, have you talked to her and found out if this is what she wants to try he asked Jane. yes sir she replied. for some reason this bothered me and I said hay I'm right here sir looked at me and said lesson one speak only when spoken to and never interfere when I am speaking to Jane understand you are behind Jane and if she speaks you listen and do, now finish your bun and coffee and let the adults talk. I felt insulted at first until I realized I was interfering in a conversation between two sixty year old's about someone who could be there grandchild and later learned from Jane that what sir was feeling a little ashamed that he made love to someone so young.
