Well yesterday I found my courage and after work asked Jim to dinner. When we were at dinner I told him I wanted more from him that i wanted to date him in fact. He got very quiet then looked me in the eye and said I would like that as well but you must understand that I am very different at home then I am at work. If I told you I was what is called a Dom do you know what that means and that I only date sub's? When I answered that I wasn't sure, when he started to explain it to me that at home what he said was what he expected to be done unlike at work, you can not argue with me and if you do you will be punished for doing so these punishment's would be discussed ahead of time so you will know what to expect. There are also things that are done for fun or fourplay these are also talked about ahead of time. You will be expected to act a certain way when we are not at work after all this do you still want to try and walk down that road with me, do not answer now think on it. Tomorrow night I will take you someplace that caters to my lifestyle if you want. To this I answered yes. fine he said I will send you the clothing you will have to were so you don't feel out of the crowd give me your measurements and I will handle it. For now lets just go see a movie and I take you home. after he walked me to my door like always but this time he made me melt by taking me in his arms and saying Dena yo have made me very happy since meeting you regardless of how things turn out I need you to know you will always be some one special to me when he kissed me this time it was not on the cheek when his lips touched mine they had a mix of chaste and passion in them that i never felt before from any one else when it ended all I wanted was for it to continue.
When I woke today I was nude I could not help myself last night my toy was still in me batteries quit dead sheets soaked, and all I wanted to do was put my fingers back to work. I had called up dominance and submission up on my computer and the only reference to it was either dry articles of deviance behavior or porn the articles scared me the porn was much the opposite it made me so horney so fast I was surprised. The computer was still on so I looked up clothing for what i now knew was called bdsm. mostly leather. so later when the promised clothing arrived I was very surprised to find every thing was silk and lace all in pink the only thing that was leather was a collar with a pink gold clasp when I dressed I found it made me look sexy as hell like a very hi class call girl when i put my hair up and put the collar on looked at myself in the mirror I wanted to rape me. the dress was a mini that just barely cover the top of my stocking and realized there were no panties and I was already moist.
When he came to the door at 7pm he looked so good in a tux all he said to me was how do you feel I told him nervous and horney he smiled and said good he then put a flower in my hair over my left ear and told me it is to show that you are under consideration and the collar is to show you are owned and in training so this will let you ask all the questions from others and they are expected to answer completely. Also you should know many will look at you and ask questions of you because you are the first person I have ever taken to the club just answer honestly and you'll be fine have you eaten lets go to dinner first. He took me to a place that had private booths and intercom ordering the food was passed in from a little trap door so as not to disturb or privacy. After dinner we went to for all intense looked like a private home from the outside lots of land around it when the door was opened the blond woman who answered looked at me and said well Sir James i see you have finally brought a guest and if I may she is rather exquisite. I blushed at this and all sir said was you did not think I would bring just any sub here did you madam only the best of the best. She escorted us to a table with only one chair and a very comfy cushion for me.
When I make myself comfortable I find myself with my arm on Jim's thigh head leaning on him it just felt right but not something I would do normally. as I sit very quietly he says to me good girl and I feel it excite me but I can't explain this either the stage lights come up for a demonstration he leans down and tells me that what I am going to see is called Shibari Japanese rope tying. A woman takes the stage in just a pair of panties then a smaller Asian man come on and studies the woman from different angels when he is done he claps his hands and another small Asian woman comes on stage with a table with different ropes and in different colors he looks them over and picks a blue rope to start. He barks up and the woman raises her arm's up he then carefully prepares the rope and starts in a very short time he has tied this rope off. steps back and says turn. When she turns you could see a very intricate pattern on he back he the walks over to the table and picks a red one again he carefully measures and starts again this time when she the turns there is another pattern on her front in both red and blue. next he picks a very long black rope he then orders the woman to put her arms behind her back he has his assistant work with this rope so it does not knot up while he works he walks behind her and starts when he is done this rope is wrapped around her arm and legs and finished around her neck she is kneeling. he calls for the suspension rope to be lowered when he is done she is suspended off the floor. As I came back to myself I felt the wetness on me and Jim was looking into my eyes very deeply before saying when you have yourself sorted out go and mingle with the other sub's and ask all the questions you want. CONTINUED
