I don’t get down often. I think being down and being in your feelings while crying is different. Down is it’s own separate mood that’s usually triggered by the tiniest thing, said in the perfect way, at the perfect time. So no, it doesn’t happen often, but it just happened now.
i guess I realize that I don’t have any kink friends on here, and I mean literal friends that aren’t looking for more from me. And I got down because that makes me feel a little alone within the group , like that I’m not as connected as all of these other people I see. Even as I type it, it seems silly to even say anything, but I’ve learned it’s always better to write/type how you feel because it’s acknowledging those feelings in measurable words.
anyway, this could really be a hidden opportunity for me to put my friendship out there more and show that I’m receptive I think, so nothing is ever just bad :)
happy quarantine
