It was forever ago, a month ago, a day ago, an hour ago. I know chronologically it was some time ago, yet my heart and mind do not see things the same. My mind, ruled by aspects of my Dominant nature is positive that it was some time ago, that there has been a definite absence of its presence.
My heart on the other hand remembers it completely differently. It recalls the soft feminine scent of her body, the gentle sighs and moans she released in reaction to my softly binding her body with the rope, her body shifting with each pass of the rope, and the gentle shivers and quakes she underwent as I tied her to the bed…… and it feels like it was a moment ago.
So, those of you who read my blogs, know I like to reference songs, I have always related to music on a deep personal level. So now I have moved toward a new dynamic with a person I thought to be lost to me, a rekindling as it were .. to reignite a fire long since thought to be extinguished…. I have reentered a dynamic, and we are back at the beginning, with just enough history between us to eliminate the usual get to know you stage ……
Today feels like …
Cygnus X-1
by Rush
In the constellation of Cygnus
There lurks a mysterious, invisible force
The Black Hole of Cygnus X-1
Six stars of the northern cross
In mourning for their sister's loss
In a final flash of glory
Nevermore to grace the night
Invisible
To telescopic eye
Infinity
The star that would not die
All who dare
To cross her course
Are swallowed by
A fearsome force
Through the void
To be destroyed
Or is there something more?
Atomized, at the core
Or through the astral door
To soar…..
