Hallooooooo Cage world,
It is at the moment 11:26pm on a wednesday night and this girlie is full of energy. I should probably go to bed. I have a class tomorrow but anyways. I wanna say you already know from my previous post that I’ve been a member a couple of days and I’ve already know so much about the community and my reasons of being here.
I wanna say that IM HERE BECAUSE I WANNA BEEEE.
On a more serious note I’m here because of my interest of being in a lifestyle where your darkest dreams and fantasies (that you’ve either first been exposed to by books or porn) can be fulfilled! I’ve done and seen both but who knows what I’ve done first? Oh wait I do. Ha.
So I seemed to be going off track. As always but I have more to tell please take a nice seat and read. As I was saying I found cage by trying to find a daddy. Hahaha isn’t that funny I found a BDSM site searching for a daddy on google. But I saw someone who seemed like a potential daddy. As I wanted to message them. This fucker of a site was like No No You Member Here First Message Later. Oh snap they got me.
I had to be a member first before I messaged my potential daddy. #sadgirl. I was more interested as I’ve been exposed to BDSM just not to this extend. So I gave it some thought and BINGO BONGO here I am a little sub fox named PRINCESS TAE. I’m not gonna lie I had my fair share of playful roleplays of me thinking I could dom. Who knows I can possible be dom. Pfft not. As it doesn’t really count if it is roleplay online right? Oh well either way I’m giving sub me a chance to feel special (song reference) and be HAPPY AND LOVED. Before I get off track again that’s what brings me to…….*drum roll* THE CAGE where beast inside us all lays.
I’m a sub wanna know why? I have a natural will to please others. True I also like to be please in more then one way. I mean who doesn’t but I like to do things for others. I tend to listen to people before I do something. Almost like I’m waiting for them to tell me to go ahead and do it. It doesn’t happen all the time but I tend to do it. So I do things when told a lot and prefer to be told what to do then to act on my own. Yes, I like to still have some type of input as I AM NOT A SLAVE. I hope that explains a bit on how I’m a sub. At least as I know. Actually, I know this because I don’t feel the need to try to be dom or explore a dom side of me. Maybe its just roleplay. What I look for in a dom or relationship seemed to be termed as total power exchange relationship which I’m confused on because I’m read that total power exchange relationship is between Master/slave but I not much of a slave. A bit of a pet? Yes I see myself dressing up as a kitten or a fox but not to the extend where I’m in a actual cage of things like that. So if someone wants to clarify on that please do. I do have people I can ask but if I asked everything in messages I wouldn’t have much input here. So some questions I have will be put here for you guys to help me answer or understand.
Hope this helps you understand more. I wrote this response to someone as they asked me why I was interested and what do I seem to be looking for:
Me: I’m interested in BDSM because I like the of feeling and excitement I get from just talking about it and I also like that it requires a lot more trust and understanding in the relationship then a normal vanilla one. I’m interested in being a little because I like the idea of no responsibilities and to be able to let go and be as childish and crazy as I want. To have someone guide me and treat me well as I don’t have to or tell them to do this and that to just accept that I’m in a childlike mind and do things for me or help me do things like school work, and showering, and to have bedtime and stuff like that because of stress or because I’m deeply upset or overwhelmed I know I need someone to make rules and protocols because I can’t create schedules myself to follow I need someone to make them and enforce them on me also with ddlg it started with my feeling like I have to always be responsible.
Bit of my backstory/past: earlier on in my life and I had extra stress because I dealt with babysitting kids my whole life and I love kids because of it but like I felt like I became connected to them bc I felt like a kid myself and also I didn’t have the affection most kids had as a child yeah I grew up with both parents but my dad would always yell in the house and I grew to fear him and almost hate him for creating this anxiety I have in me now but me and him is better now and okay but like I won’t have the affection most kids have even though I was a mommas girl I just wanted understanding and affection as my father’s daughter.”
So yes written above was my response to someone else asking me certain questions. Yes it may differs or add on to what I said earlier but at least I’m understanding and know what I want.
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Thank you for reading! You guys are all the best!
Hugs and friendly kisses~
Tae♥
P.S. I doing a find my own rhythm and way of doing blogs so they may be different each time they may not
