Hallooo Cage world,
How are you guys doing good? For those who said yes. Glad to hear it. For those who said no. #sadgirl.
So I just started writing this and I took legit pause because someone messaged me and I got back to them. But anyways, I forget where I was going with this other then the intro.
Ughh. my mind keeps wondering and look at that another message ping from cage.
Listen to this real quick so little big bro (he’s younger but taller) went to the store for me. I usually ask for blow pops or ring pops with whatever he’s getting. At first I wanted blow pops which I told him but then a small voice in my head screamed. “I WANT CANDY PACIS” so I told him to get Ring pops instead and guess what he brought blow pops. #sadlittlegirl. She’s a bit unhappy with big me and my brother right now.
Anyways. I learned more as usually and so I’ll be due to make a profile update soon.
In one of my classes we went over time management and creating a daily schedule for ourselves. Just know my schedules don’t work for me and my time i=of working in everything I need to work in doesn’t work. My college mentor is like you gotta be accepting to working at my schedules to get things done and I’m like No it doesn’t work and if you saw us i was getting frustrated with myself because I needed it to work. Then there’s like this small voice in my head that’s like
“don’t worry we’ll get a daddy who’ll help us get better be better”
me listening “ really he’ll help us”
small voice “yup and to feel better we should just wait and stop trying to do this scheduling thing ourselves”
me “I can’t we need it to work now”
small voice “nope wait for daddy”
Me “we can’t”
So if by the bickering in my head you can tell big me and little me have a disagree to disagree. I should’ve knew she was gonna try to come out. I’ve been fidgety the entire day. *whispers* she’s probably the reason my schedules don’t work. Lazy little devil fox hmph.
Anyways I’ve learned more and feel a bit more confident and sooner or later be ready to start looking. I do know that I won’t get myself into a full blown relationship. Probably something short term where I can see how I feel about where it’s going and where If I need to I can leave whenever.
Song of the post (it may seem little but it’s a song regardless): Disobedient By Steven Universe Movie Soundtrack.
I just really like the song and it doesn’t relate to little me being a brat or something like that I just like the song AND LOVE THE MOVIE.
Anyways thank you for reading!
Hugs and friendly Kisses~
Tae❤️
