Halloooo,
So right now it’s morning and I only have one class today. For some reason I kept waking up for my early early morning class but after I realized I had a later class I slept comfortably.
Anyways I’m on my way to class and my mind keeps wondering to how my life will be when I have a Daddy/Dom. Like I haven’t told you guys this yet but it happened this entire week. I would randomly think of the BDSM lifestyle and how my life will be.
Is it just me? Is it because I’m new and just wanna get started but yet I wanna wait and make sure I’m ready.
Also last night, after my talk with my mentor I found myself bored and lonely with no one to talk to. Yes I have a best friend who I tell almost everything. I say almost everything because I’m not obligated to tell her every little detail that goes on.
She does know I’ve joined this community and that I’m a little. She goes “Little Tae Tae” or “You’re everyone’s little Tae Tae” whenever we hang out and I honestly love it.
Sometimes to myself I’m like how can I be little I tall (5’7) and not petite. But then I remember. Size or looks doesn’t matter. That I’m anything I wanna be.
Yeah I get confused or lost in my own world. But I’m understanding where I belong and stand in the world. I just gotta be super duper cautious. Which I am sometimes too cautious. It’s hard to explain the type of person I am. But know that I’m like the in between for personality.
Like I'm an introvert and extrovert. I’m outgoing and energetic at times. Then I’m shy and quiet. There’s definitely more to say about me but I guess you’ll just have to stick around to…...OMGG I LEFT MY BLOW POPS AT HOME!!! Now I don’t have any candy or sugar. #sadgirl let’s hope I brought enough to get a sweet snack on campus.
I’ll most likely post again today. Soon on campus so gotta go.
Song of the day: Come Alive by The Greatest Showman soundtrack.
Hugs and friendly kisses~
Tae❤️