Hallo world.
So I wanted to talk about something that just kinda happened not to long ago. So I sometimes check out the profiles on the site. To get a feel how people are. What type of person are they. So someone loved my profile and I was tempted to read. So I read this person’s profile and I’m honestly is kinda interested but I don’t wanna reach out because the right dom will come to me and sometimes it makes me want to take the (not lookin) off my name. But then again I could be rushing it because I want to fully start. I don’t know my mindset has been at a place that not making sense to me so I’m confused. At times when I’m like this I scare myself because I can become irrational and think this is what I want. But in the end it may just be what I think I want. I hope this makes sense. This is kinda how my mind works at times and feel like I’ll start to freak out. It also makes me realize from what I wrote earlier that I truly may not be ready because of how I am now. It can also just be how I am as a person.
Ughh sometimes I don’t understand and wish someone could just tell me this and that and just intune it into my head for it to make sense but It doesn’t work that way. I need to figure it out myself to fully understand who I am.
Thank you for reading
Hugs and friendly kisses~
Tae❤️