A Recovering Pick-me

LaVieEnRose​(sub female){Kintsugi} - I used to think the same, I thought it would be an absolute no go. But over time and a few experiments discovered it’s actually quite nice. If it’s not something you think you can stomach but think maybe with the right person you would explore it because you really need to trust them, then tell them. Tell whoever that you’re not sure and maybe make it negotiable for the future and it may be a long time before you venture down that road or it may be never you never know, just keep an open mind.

GiyuuSimp​(switch female) - Thank you, I figured as much but I'm glad you confirmed the trust aspect of it.

LaVieEnRose​(sub female){Kintsugi} - Trust is the foundation of everything, the more you trust the more you open yourself up to new experiences

Bunnie - You don’t have to like everything. We each have our own tastes and preferences and that’s perfectly fine.
If it is a curiosity for you, the more relaxed, lubricated and aroused you are, the more likely your exploration will bring a potentially positive experience.
If mess is a concern that comes to mind when you’re thinking about it all, an enema (research this please) is generally how things are kept clean... and healthy :)

Jack in the box - Comment deleted by poster.

Jack in the box -
Two words, should you ever -

Go

Slow

Bunnie - Second that

Jack in the box - ☺

SirsBabyDoll​(sub female){Pizza+☕} - Third it!

Cherry2000​(sub female) - I had to think of it as just another way to explore sensation. Different parts of the body have different sensations. Start with light touching and small plugs and lots of lube. RELAX and have fun with it. It's okay if it's not for you.

TheAnt​(dom male) - And Honestly, as LavVieEnRose stated, it is not an essential to every dynamic. Just like so many other limits that are out there. If you wish to explore it, Bunnie is right, cleanliness makes you feel more confident nothing will be an oopsie. Cherry2000 is right on the money, explore it gently and finally to wrap it up as Jack in the Box points out, GO SLOW! I think that over time for most it becomes something exhilarating but not for all. These four beat me to what i was going to say LOL, so I just gave credit where credit was due!
-DA

Bijela​(sub female) - What everyone had said it's right but I'll also give my little advice. If you're already anxious you'll never know if you will or won't enjoy it cause your mind is already made up. The power of our mind is overwhelming at times. One thing you can do is self explore. Discover yourself, your limits, and comfort level. Once you know you then you can share that with another and have a trusting safe play according to what you now know you like.