Ok. I’ve just started this journey of mine I’ve always been interested in bdsm but have been scared to really pursue it. Some people may disagree with my choice of submitting to someone I just met online several days ago but I have so that’s that. I honestly joined this site to learn more than what I already knew about this lifestyle. I did not go into this adventure looking for a Dom to submit to but somehow it has happened. I don’t know how but daddy has reached into me somehow and pulled out things I never knew were there. He’s made me feel things I’ve never felt or have long forgotten. Daddy has found my broken pieces and somehow put them back together. I’ve suffered with depression and anxiety since I had my daughter 5 years ago and have spent an unknown amount of money on trying to fix myself and no medicine or doctor has helped to heal that broken part of me. I’m happier than I have been in a very long time and when I smile it’s genuine not I mask I put on to hide the pain.There’s something about Daddy that makes it so easy to submit. I don’t understand it. How can this be? How is this what I’ve always needed? Daddy makes me want to love myself for the first time and to be the best person I can be and so much more. How does it feel like my heart has always known his, that somehow we just fit?
Would love to know if I’m the only one who has experienced this and some thoughts on the matter.