Once again daddy has amazed me. He experienced one of my breakdowns yesterday and instead of me being alone to suffer with it like I usually am he gladly stepped up and let me lean on him. I said somethings to him I really shouldn’t have because I’ve been dealing with a lot this week. I asked him, well no, told him I deserved something I shouldn’t have asked for in the first place. I almost demanded it. Instead of daddy getting mad at my brattiness he stayed calm and addressed why he couldn’t give me what I thought I deserved. I should know better. I know that daddy will always give me what he can and it’s not fair to ask him for more than that. I shouldn’t question it but I did. I did apologize and tell him that it not my place to say such things to him he welcomed my apology and when I tried to apologize further he stopped me and said you’ve already said sorry there’s no reason to go into another apology. This is new to me. I’m constantly apologizing about everything but have never had someone stop me. Daddy knew exactly what to say to calm me down yesterday. I don’t understand how daddy can know me so well. But he does. Daddy is slowly helping me find myself and building me up and for that I am glad. ❤️
4 years ago. October 26, 2019 at 2:02 PM