This Sub's Space

And my primary partner says he wants to see me for my birthday but . . . He's got all these other people to see and places to go and things to do  . . . I mean i knew the likelihood of seeing him tonight or tomorrow was low because I have to work tonight and finish a couple of school papers and tomorrow he has a standing obligation but I really thought id get to see him this weekend and now thats looking really slim too. This conversation just totally hurts and reminds me why I can't do poly . . . Especially when my life is as busy as it is . . . There's very few times I just want to be "special" and my birthday is one of them  . . . But hey what else is new . . .