One day Mom was cleaning junior's room and in the closet she found a bondage S+M magazine. This was highly upsetting for her.
She hid the magazine until his father got home and showed it to him.
He looked at it and handed it back to her without a word.
She finally asked him, " Well what should we do about this?"
Dad looked at her and said, "Well I don't think you should spank him."
One little word that means everything!
After reading my blog about anger my Master called me to him. "Little One, your Master will teach you to ask Him for the answers to your questions. I want you to go to the playroom and stripe naked, then kneel and wait for me." I immediately complied.
When Master came to the room he went directly to the ropes. I was instructed to stand before him while he bound my arms to my sides then Master layed me down face up on the table. He spread my legs and bound each foot, first the left foot and then the right foot to the legs of the table exposing my now wet pussy.
"Slut I want you to struggle against your bindings. I want you to strain and try to get loose. While you struggle and expell your anger I will pleasure your cunt." he said. With that being said he started rubbing my clit gently at first. He spit on his fingers and pushed two fingers into my pussy. I arched and began to struggle using all my strenght to pull on the ropes. My muscles worked and worked pulling and pushing against the restraints. "Now Little One can you cum for your Master?" he asked. With that he lowered his mouth to my clit, licking and sucking on the hard knot while still finger fucking my pussy. "Oh yes, Master, I will cum for you!" "Thank You Master, Thank You!".
I was exhausted. Master unbound me and gathered me into his arms. He carried me to our bed and held me close, stroking my hair and kissing my tears. He said "I love you, Little One. I will always help you dispell your anger even if I have cause it!"
I am thankful for my Master!
This is an emotion that I never know what to do with!
I am angry, I usually just get quiet and keep to myself until the emotion passes, but my Master knows me so well! He will tease and torment when I am quiet and withdrawn. He enjoys watching the struggle. I am happy that his actions are pleasing to him but I still have the anger!
Sometimes I get sarcastic which will always lead to punishment. A good whipping sometimes helps. Then I can at least release some of the emotion with tears.
But is there a right way for a slave to release anger?
Your thoughts woud be greatly appreciated?
As I was chatting with a friend here, the subject of my punishment that I was going to receive from my Master came up. I had given myself an orgasm without permission and was to receive a whipping.
I was asked if it was painful and my answer was of course it is painful. Then when I thought about my years of service to my Master I realized that I actually crave the pain. I knew that if Master caught me masterbating that I would be punished but I did it anyway! Disobedient with a purpose? Craving the pain to please my Master. He indeed can always find imperfection in this slave.
So the question I have is did I always enjoy the pain or did this develop over the years?
Now I enjoy the pain, I enjoy when Master pushes my limits. Most of all I enjoy the pleasure it gives him when I am able to endure and still achieve pleasure.
Give me your thoughts please.
A lady cop pulls over an old man and his wife. She asks the man for his license and registration. He asks his wife, "What did she say?"
His wife replies, "She asked for your license and registration dear." He hands the officer what she asked for.
The police woman then says, "Oh you're from New York? I used to have a lover from New York. But he was a terrible lover."
The man asks his wife, "What did she say?"
His wife replies, "She thinks she used to know you."
Never be afraid to try something new, because life gets boring when you stay within the limits of what you know.
I thought a lot about what I was asked and the thought that I have is that to begin with you have to build a relationship and friendship first with someone and be honest that you are dominate. Let them have trust in you. As you move that relationship forward you can exhibit your dominance.
Introduce you partner to your world through education of the lifestyle.
But most importantly trust and honesty are a must.
A committed Master/slave relationship when begun on the internet will not be truly realized until it moves on to real time. Other wise it is just entertaining play fantasy.
Just a slaves perspective.
BDSM isn't about pain. It is about Trust!
I love when Master calls me a good girl, cause we both know that I am not!