Kindness

What is happening,

i can not say!

Everything is hitting hard,

Nothing like when we play.

i feel everything!

Injustice, abuse, life isnt fair!

It's all around me!

Each hits me like a punch without a care.

Perfection, perfection, i must push, i must work

i must fix this.

If only it could be.

But its not, not ever, not even once you see!

If they did it my way, if they didn't fight!

There could be a perfect world.

Then all could be just right!

No one listens, no one hears.

Are we all that deaf?

Why do i feel it, deep within me.

The pain, i am alone.

my tears fall, until i shake with grief.