Hello....Nassau' here
New to the lifestyle. I've been learning and growing as a dom. I am also a switch. Sometimes I find being a dom difficult. Learning this new lifestyle comes with some challenges. Likes and dislikes of your partner. Helping them progress as a submissive. The switch in me says "dont over do it" while the dom in me says "she wont be hurt, she craves this". Every day I'm learning more and more. I call it light reading.
Questions I battle everyday are simple. Is this a situation I should correct. Or something that I should let go? Is this a rewarding situation? I'm a father and a caring one at that. I know my partner needs structure. I know she craves it. My difficulty is that we are just getting to know each other. I shouldn't overthink things but sometimes I cant help it. I want to make sure shes happy. I know she craves attention and I give her alot. Sometimes I think I don't give her enough. I cant be indecisive I never have in my career or as a parent, so why start now right? I need to push past this and realize that I am a dom. I need to just put it out there. Be the me I know I am and can be. Pushing past this will be good for me and her.