Into my Darkest Dreams Go I

SSG{ENM-TLP} - Sounds like some communication ground rules need to be established. Hope everything works out for you. Hugs. ssg{MLS}

Southern Mother​(dom female){Learning} - Thanks they were. She is 20 (so she says). So... I literally am a Mommy. We have never met IRL. Or spoke on the phone she is very shy. She seems very mature and experienced for her age. But I have so many self doubts being this my first time for everything. It's a learning process but I feel we are growing closer each day. Is she wanting me to punish her? Or is she having second thoughts? Communication is the key. And I will talk her. I trust her with everything we have.

SSG{ENM-TLP} - I have experienced this type of thing before, and I do hope it isn't what you are experiencing. It was very upsetting to me. It was here that I experienced it, too. I had to block the person doing it. They were so good at getting to my heart, I don't trust myself to talk to them again. They ghosted me 3 different times. I know, hurt me once, shame on you. Hurt me twice, shame on me. What do they say about hurt me 3 times?? Honestly, it could happen again, too. There was just something about this person. Now, I did speak to them by phone, but that just made the ghosting that much worse. One last thing...if she is mature for her age, then she should be communicating with you. It is just basic respect. Of course, Mommy is new to me, so I don't know if it works like in real life. Do my comments make you feel like you need to protect her? If so, I apologize. I just want to let you know I hope everything works out for you. HUGS.

Southern Mother​(dom female){Learning} - Thank you for the advice. I really appreciate your honesty and insight. I often feel I am reading too much into things and going too fast. I am just going to take my time. I didn't feel like I needed to protect her. Your words were extremely kind and helpful. Also I forgot to add that this was an older posted Blog. *I added it to my Blog Description by mistake and wanted to keep it as a part of my diary of my journey so to say.
Things are really good now. We've messaged everyday since then. We talked all Sat. night until earlier yesterday a.m.. Just not the rest of the day. I get busy too or maybe something happened. Outside of our virtual relationship. It can be really time consuming being in a virtual relationship and not having that person IRL. Sometimes I too need a break to focus on things IRL.
We've also talked about our Dynamic. Our age differences and how it would work IRL. Things wouldn't really have to change. Just some (vanilla) people may need adapt to the idea. But we've joked about how we would handle those situations. We are a pretty attractive couple and as tacky as it sounds us being OUT might just be what is needed to open outsiders to Kink Equality and the Mommy/Daughter concept.
Not so long ago kink was taboo and considered a red flag to someones mental health. Now it is everywhere. You see younger and older people with collars in public, peircings, in music videos (Rihanna S&M). Now that I have come back here I see it in everything especially in lyrics to a song or imagery. Is it art or are they hinting a nod at us?
Pretty soon if we go IRL you might see Mommy/Daughters everywhere. (Lol and wink emojis) .
I think society is moving quickly towards a second sexual revolution. With porn accepted everywhere , the increase in adult stores and just people in general freely expressing themselves with hair dyeing, body art and self awareness and identity.
I am a DJ/music producer and am creating an album that will have kink through out. If Rolling stone or Vibe magazine wanted me compose on the cover with my relationship dynamic I would proudly do so. We have to break barriers and be loud to be heard. Love is Love no matter with who, how many or how we do. (Heart and Smile Emojis)

GoldenBrownGlow​(sub female) - I totally understand how you are feeling. I am feeling this now but opposite. My “Daddy” has up and vanished. I wish we had established communication rules. I’m glad you were able to clear things up.

Southern Mother​(dom female){Learning} - I am so sorry to hear that Golden. Communication is so important. I knew it was a fresh relationship for me. But I am open with what I need and want and if that person does not give that to you or want to work for you. They are not the one. We are truly happy and stronger. It's just like any human relationship (want say normal because ALL OF US) ARE normal. It takes communication, time, patience and understanding. We are a 24/7 Official Mommy/Daughter and couple. I #TRUST her 100. And she trusts me. We just vibe on the same frequency on all levels.

I just know someone is out there for you. I think it is so important to get someone who is in the right head space and not just sub, dom, Mommy, Daddy space. Because that was Kink is. The most deepest, loving, caring mental connection with someone one.

I wish you the best of luck. I am always here to chat. We have to support each other. I pass no judgments. (Heart and Smile Emojis)