Hello Indigo Fam,
To those of you that have been following my progress from back surgery, I am doing pretty good. I am walking without assistance for the most part. Almost to the point of walking erect again. Thank you all for the prayers and support.
Today I would like to talk about a different subject though. I suffer from anxiety and Depression. My Dom(Beast) knows about it, but to be fair he has PTSD from the military. He does the best he can when I get in my moods even to the point of putting his own feelings aside. When you have that connection with your Dom(Domme) you give all of you to them. They protect you, they manage you, they give you pleasure and discipline. Not sure about anyone else out there, but when Beast is upset I feel small and incomplete. He tells me that he is not mad at me, but I have a hard time shaking my anxiety and depression creeps in. He has me mind,body, and soul. I would love to know if this happens to other subs and how do you deal with it.
Peace
Indigo