I miss the mind freeing pain, the complete shutdown.
Lost in the vibrations of your control, no lucidity.
The power behind the words, the thoughtless submission.
No need to control my world, watching the dissolution of my reality.
Reach inside distort the chaos, paralyze the fear.
Release me from my self-inflicted bondage, ravage my soul.
Expose and lay me bare, look over the weakness lying before you.
Feed on the tumult surrounding me, give me the peace of silence.
Take all I wish to give, push me over the edge then take the rest.
Do not listen to the falsa narrative falling from my lips.
See beyond the strength, look for the hidden things.
The battle is necessary to find the release.
Tear down the structure, it is a false façade.
Pull me from the insulation of my fears, drag me into my true destiny.
Make me into the obsequies possession I crave to become.
Still my mind
Steal my breath
Claim my soul
I'm so bored with my life right now. My small town with no kink factor, my job, my lack of sex, my hobbies. . . .All I can do for now is day dream about all the things I crave
