What have you done. I knew what I wanted before you sought me out I just didn't know how much. I craved the pain you offer but now its a deep burning within me burning me alive as I wait until you can burn me with your sweet therapy. And even as MY need for this grows with each conversation we have it is no longer about ME, now its about You. Giving you what you NEED. MY new need is my SERVICE to YOU. Though our time will be limited, I'd say short but I'm sure when I am with you and in your grasp it will not feel short, my existence will belong to you entirely. Dear sadist what have you done in such a short time the first thing I do is check my phone to see if there is a message from you. Dear sadist I look forward to your praise when you realize I understand what I ask and my sacrifice. When I ask the right questions. And you so open and forthcoming about everything, you gained my trust. I would and will lay my life in your hands because I trust. I will come to you not on blind faith but eyes wide open. I will survive you to please you. Dear sadist the things we discuss terrify me and excite me and you seem to be able to calm my mind when I feel uncertain. Dear sadist I will suffer for you.
4 years ago. March 4, 2020 at 2:10 PM