What can I say other than damn lol. Recently I've been talking with a sadist a true sadist. The things he tells me the things he says scare and exhilarate me. I think what the hell is wrong with me? The stories of things hes done to subs should make me want to scream and run but I don't want to I'm drawn to his flame and I know I will let him burn me. I want him to burn me. I'm not stupid this man will give me no quarter no mercy this is what he does. This is what he is built and born for. Brutalizing masochists like me. Torturing woman who get off on pain but he promises it will not be enjoyable but every once of pain is good for me, I know, I trust he will take me to that edge, that one just before death and insanity and when he brings me back I will be new. He knows, I suspect, that once I taste his brutality and he destroys me, I will never be the same. I only pray I will be able to survive this man.
4 years ago. March 2, 2020 at 9:49 AM
