My darkest, deepest desires are known only to me. I live in a world where my true self must be hidden, it must not come out. Forbidden fruit is what it is. To taste it would open up a world I am not sure I am prepared for. Once I taste this fruit will I be able to turn back time. Will I try to run if it is not what I want? Will the one who claims me come and find me to ensure I am okay? Will the one who claims me be who I thought they were or would they change into someone I do not recognize? Will I be able to trust anyone enough to help me fulfill my darkest desires? Trust and honesty is the foundation I want to find. Openness is another foundational key! So many things need to be talked about. Will I find someone intelligent enough to have the needed communication to fulfill these dreams? Fragmented sentences are not gonna fly. Dialogue is what I crave most!! Not just commands to follow but glorious deep conversations. Oh to have adult conversations is my first dream!! Talking to people who are grown and only getting fragments is so frustrating!! Who taught you? No offense but adults should be able to use full sentences. Pause for effects, talk slow and sure, think before speaking. No one is perfect and we all have our flaws. There are days where my words just do not work and some of the things I say are hilarious and become inside jokes. But I digress.
My deepest desires are to only be shared with the one I call "Sir"! The one I trust to not abuse it. Knowledge is power and power can be amazing but needs to be treated with respect.
Honor, trust, honest and openness are all I ask for and I will be yours. But age is a factor for me. Please don't be older than 45 or younger that 35.
I will talk to anyone but please don't get offended if I don't send you pictures of any kind. That I don't tell you personal information. That will come in time as trust is built.
