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Aftercare

The aftercare music on the speakers in the dungeon wafts through to the playroom, mixing with His light snores that happen during the nap after He cums. My body is deliciously sore on every hole from being well used by Him. I smile as I can still feel the lashes from every implement He used on my shoulders. My back, my ass, my thighs and a few well-placed lashes on my pussy. He knows how to make my body sing. He knows how to make my brain soar into the height of liquid nothingness. He knows the sounds, the touch, the commands my body and brain crave... need...

He stirs softly in His light slumber, but its only to reach out and pull me closer, my head now resting on His chest. He can tell my brain is working too hard, especially after and impact scene and a thorough fucking. My runs His hands lazily down my back, lingering at certain spots that He knows He paid extra attention to during impact. I smile into His chest, my heart soaring as we continue to fly through the air together, slowly coming down from our high.

All too soon, our time together will be over. He will return to His life and me to mine. I will keep with me, though, our time and some well-placed marks... until next week when we will meet again.
2 years ago. November 27, 2021 at 3:50 PM

I'm not good at talking face to face to get my needs out initially... I have a huge... HUGE fear rejection... facial emotions and body language i read a lot into and sometimes people talk louder with those than with their own words.. my internal dialog is more damaging to me... I mean why would anyone want anything to do with you? Your fat, ugly, you're a brat, you like to argue... etc... it all swirls in my head... the only time it gets quiet is when I have some accountability to someone else... for a few weeks, recently, I had that... structure... accountability... and I realized how much I missed it. I've tried to have NP get help (since he doesn't really have that D factor) to help quiet the monster, but his own personal inner monologs gets in the way... that and I need someone stronger than you didn't do a,b,c so you must not want to... finding someone to handle me has been a struggle. The only person in the past 15 years that could died... sigh... im scared going into my inner circle for someone because what if it doesn't pan out - will there be animosity later (on both sides). I long for things that are difficult to attain... and so here I am... floundering again....

The Kinky Poet​(other male) - Hoping everything you desire comes your way soon
BE STRONG BE BEAUTIFUL AND BE YOU
Love and light T.K.P xx
2 years ago

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