I text a friend of mine who knows what my life was like with my ex Dom. She is like a sister to me and knows almost everything that goes on in my life. But, she doesn't totally understand this "not enough" feeling because she's been with her Dom since before I met her and their dynamic has never changed, in fact it got better and deeper.
But she's always there, always ready to help me through any issue that I may have. Or just to talk about our lives in general.
She sent me this. She said she borrowed some of the words but it all pertains to what she sees I am and knows others do as well.
A very good friend who I love with all my heart and soul.
I don't wallow in self-pity. I always talk it out with someone and/or post as I did.
Once I get it out of my system then I feel better and I go on with life.
Tomorrow will be better, the feeling will pass. I'll continue with my tasks and do more purging.
And I'll be back to my happy-go-lucky bubbly self.
