Apparently I can. I’m really struggling with this right now. Daddy and I spend every Wednesday together, and every weekend F-S together. Yet, I cry when he leaves, I cry when I leave, and it’s starting to annoy me. I’ve never been like this with anyone else. Usually, I lean more toward “thank god I get some free time”, so I don’t exactly know how to deal with this new thing. I know I have a lot of abandonment issues, but in this case, I’m not afraid of being abandoned, I just do NOT want to be without him for even a day.
He spent Tuesday night, all day Wednesday and Wednesday night and I’m going to his house for the weekend at 12 tomorrow yet I feel like it’s a billion days.
Also, we both had trips planned in April before we met. I am going to be gone from April 3-6 and he’s going to be gone from April 6-13. I’m going to literally die. 🙁
So, I’m not really complaining about it, I’m incredibly lucky to have someone to be desperately overly attached to but it is vaguely annoying. I’m going to try my best to be okay while he’s out of the county, but I probably won’t be.