Wednesday is always Daddy day at my house and as soon as I wake up I start counting the hours. Things are going well! The past weekend was just the two of us. We’re both so introverted that our favorite thing to do is spend the weekend at home together cooking, and fucking, and cuddles while watching tv. He is really enjoying forced orgasms and pushing me that way, At some point I breathlessly whispered, “Daddy, I can’t cum anymore” and he growled in my ear, “My cunt doesn’t stop cuming until I say so” and proceeded to push me for another half hour. Of course, I’ll never complain about that 😂
He is still being careful with hurting me, and we talk about that. He says he’s afraid of pushing a line even though I say there are few lines. So far the most he will do is spanking me, and biting me in random places. So many people talk about the trust it takes to be a submissive, but it also takes a great deal of trust to be dominant and neither should be pushed to happen.
So, I go at his pace and build that bond between us. I gently encourage him to try new things, and tonight I am going to introduce him to a riding crop. It’s something he’s shown interest in on his own, so I’m going to foster that interest. I feel like some subs might not want or be able to teach their D to be their D but I have no problem with that. I have suggested he form a mentorship with a D type I am friends with but he feels weird about that. So, I am going to start looking for a local community thing we can start doing and maybe he will pick up on a few things that way.
Will he ever be like the sadists I have been with in the past? Nope, and I don’t want him to be. I want him to become his own version of my Dominant and I am happy to be patient with him as he discovers that aspect of himself and discovers those aspects of me.
I am starting to crave subspace pretty hard core. Orgasm subspace is something he always gets me to but it just doesn’t last long enough to satisfy my cravings. Once I get him past that fear of hurting me I can hopefully teach him the methods to get me there, but again, it comes down to building trust and bonding. So, I wait, but I wait with gratitude for the man he is, and with patience as he grows into his role.
10 hours to go until Daddy day 💓