Daddy and I have been fabulously happy. We had 4 days to ourselves before he left for his trip yesterday. I was of course very emotional and cried but I will be fine until he gets home Sunday night. I still hate that he decided to stay longer to visit friends but it’s important to him so I guuuuueeessss I can share. He only has to do this trip once a year but next year I might go with him.
Kink wise- He whipped me with the flogger I made from electrical cords and that was very nice. The next weekend we have alone together I’m going to dress up like a call girl and do a little role play. Our dynamic is as rock solid as always, he’s such an amazing leader and protector, I am grateful for him every day.
For my birthday he bought me a subscription to Ways2Well and they’ve put me on hormone therapy because I had almost no progesterone and low estrogen. The progesterone made me feel stoned for a few days but today I’m feeling pretty normal, thankfully. They also put me on a GLP-1 and growth hormone for help with weight loss. Although I am only 25lbs from my goal I figured a little help is okay. Daddy makes sure I’m working out which I still hate, I don’t understand these people who love it. I feel bored the whole time and just want it to be finished. Oh well, that’s why I consented to him having full control of that and me not having a voice/choice because I know I need it and wouldn’t do it.
My oldest son is coming to visit this week so that will keep me from being too lonely. It’s pitiful though because when I first wake up I always reach for Daddy and this morning I reached and he wasn’t there 🙁 Sigh, just a week that feels like a month. Having been in only long distance dynamics before, I feel so spoiled now. Well…feel spoiled…I AM spoiled, definitely Daddy’s princess. I just want him to come back!