I am naive. I see the world thru rose colored lenses. I truly believe that there is so many wonderful and good people in the world. Being a positive person is something that I have generally always been. Don't get me wrong, I have had plenty of bad and terrible things that have happened to me. I was in a dark and negative place for a very long time. After suppressing some serious memories and emotions and, with much needed therapy and medication; I am a whole new person. This didn't happen overnight. It took years to finally accept and conquer my personal traumas.
When I met my Mr. I was a wild and uncontrollable 21 year old. Even then, he was so in control of his emotions and feelings. We joke now that I wear every emotion on my face. I was not very kind to him at first. I didn't know how to be loved properly by someone who was so mature and caring.
My Mr. has always been a critical thinker, skeptical, looks at the world through a realist lens. Mr is the ying to my yang. We complete each other in more ways then one. I still am the wild and carefree woman he met all those years ago. He still is in control and very realistic about life. Mr brings out a more grounded side, he is my rock, he is the fungus that I can't get rid of. I like to think that I bring some sunshine into his life. That I make him laugh and shake his head with my hippie ideas and my housewives quotes.
I am so grateful to him. I am so glad that he is on this journey with me. Thankful that he has kept an open mind about everything that I would like to explore. Glad that we are doing this together.
I hope this fungus never goes away.
