2 years ago. March 4, 2022 at 4:57 AM
Lost not even sure where to go or what I need.
So much has changed.
I think I have changed and did not even know it.
Where do I go?
What is my role?
How long will it take?
Why did I allow myself to get fat?
What really matters?
Who will understand me?
Will there be another connection?
May be I am to much?
May be I am not enough?
Is there one who will want to connect with me?
How did I become so alone!
What is my responsibility?
What is my role?
What did I do?
Will another want to explore with me?
What if I am to different?
May be my desires are to weird?
Today I guess I will just be.
