Good evening Cage friends,
Today has been interesting. There is a fair amount of external pressure that I am currently facing. In order to move forward I have to go through the pressure. There is fear and anxiety that lives there.
Many times over I have very little idea of how to handle or solve a problem. The concept of "making shit up as I go" often rings through my brain. In so many ways you can never know what decisions will truly yield positive results. But if you don't try, you won't ever gain experience.
Coming home tonight I felt empty and a bit numb. The thing is I knew driving home that I would be alone and there was a sadness over the loss. The emptiness that would be found inside my home. The sadness could smolder like an ember and either catch fire or blow out. But I have enjoyed playing with my slave and her energy has been left all over my home.
In so many ways I am ready for the future, but it doesnt get here by teleportation. You cant magically jump into the future, but you do get to build it day by day. Part of training is taking a skill and building it by 1%, slowly improving until after months or years of discipline you will have vast improvement and mastery. Its the process of learning a new skill and developing what you are capable of, and what is possible.
The most critical thing I wanted to speak on tonight was the idea of extending my reach. Part of where I allow my slave to exist inside of my space by appreciating and savouring the last places she touched. In so many ways the way she left my space is part of her. All of the things she made better, all of the effort that was put into my food, the dishes she handled, the decoration that I had for ages and just never put up.
One night I had a lot of fun and allowed Mikayla to become my ears. She has remarkable skills and I would be a fool not to use her talents and abilities. She has immense strength in visualization. Words become very powerful when someone has a strong imagination. She has expressed how effective using my voice is, which means choosing when and where and how you use your voice can effectively increase a given circumstance. The example that I wish to share tonight though is an example of being able to extend my reach in a way that helps to make long distance relationships grow and flourish how it can.
I created a moment where during a particular time, Mikayla was having very sensitive hearing. She could pick up sounds that were subtle and damn near impossible to hear. So I closed my eyes and began to listen alongside her, and using her to call out what sound she was listening to I was able to identify what the sound was. It was interesting to utilize her as a sonar system trying to ping out where different noises were coming from. But by using her inside of my space I created an imprint of her energy in that moment. A snapshot of who she was, is and will be inside of my house. You can use the imprints of those moments to create her inside of your home. Likewise by building a piece of yourself inside of her, she will always have a way of finding home. It becomes a way to combat distance because no matter where you are, you are living for each other. Building the future bit by bit. Looking toward the next moment when the essence of energy becomes physical again.
This month has been a lot of learning with lots of different examples. I know though that within myself there is still a lot of work to be done. I have a lot to build but I have time. I just get to work on the important tasks of my life daily. I hope to be able to share even more of progress the next time my slave ventures home. But for now she will just be an extension of my reach.
Tiny update, she is in the air and about to be landing in Germany in about 3 hours. There was a delay with her current flight which means she will be missing her connection. This gives her a layover of 12 hours and means the final flight doesn't arrive until 2 am. There is also a drive from the airport to get home which means it's going to be a while before she makes it to her final destination with the need for a hotel or to find somewhere to sleep for the night.
But I just finished a long day and I need to rest since I am working again tomorrow.
To those that read my words today I hope you find some inspiration. Lets foster creativity.
Mstr J
