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6 years ago. October 20, 2017 at 4:11 AM

Being alone can be one of those things that are needed and enjoyed, but being alone when you are in a room full of people is a feeling that I hate. I need to feel as if I belong to somebody. To be loved and appreciated. Yet, time and time again I have been mistreated and abused. Or most importantly, misunderstood. How long must I wait for someone to accept me for who I am? Possibly forever and that breaks my heart. I would like to blame Kansas, but it must be me.

Villmarb​(dom male) - Believe me I fully understand and there's nothing wrong with being in Kansas at least you're not in there anymore but I'm like Dorothy wetleased went forward to seek out the wizard and to find out who was the force behind the curtain I think we feel comfortable sometimes I'm hiding behind our old insecurities and not being able to step out at least in faith to understand who we are and why we do the things that we do
and I understand once one as always be protective of their emotions but yet that doesn't mean bad as I use the term the window could be just a little bit open so at least one can see the eyes
So I encourage you at least to step out and to be open to speak with whoever you choose to be that and just to allow yourself to be open to listen and to feel which isn't bad really in fact it's a part of Growth
But again
That is my opinion
6 years ago

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