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"I wake in the morning and I step outside I take a deep breath and I get real high I scream from the top of my lungs..."
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6 years ago. August 13, 2017 at 2:26 AM

Two and a half years ago I lost my big brother to a drinking and driving accident. The wound is still fresh and I haven't been able to deal with his death yet. I have chosen to use drugs to stay numb. He always called me "Sister Sarah" and that has been what my nickname has been for decades. Someone assumed I was into incestuous roleplay because of my username. I have decided it would be best to change it so that mistake doesn't happen again. I would love it if I wasn't an addict to drugs, but rather be addicted to my Dom. Wish me luck on my search...

Silver​(sub female){not intere} - im sorry for your loss. i love your name...dont change it. Dont pay anyone any attention when they make stupid comments to you. consider the source and dont let them rain on your parade and ruin your day. im sorry about your addiction but i totally understand why. I do wish you luck on your search.
6 years ago
SisterSarah​(other female) - Thank you, babe. Your comment did make me feel better, but I don't want to have to explain the situation over and over either. It's just like opening up that wound again every time.
6 years ago
OlsUSNavy{None} - I was flattered that you chose to take the time to acknowledge my blog.

Then I read your posts and profile.

I know the loss of a sibling, as I've buried 3 of my own.

You desperately need to get off of the drugs. It will only hurt you more. Again this is based on experience.

Your chosen name "Sister Sarah" is a wonderful name. It has the persona of strength and patience. Both are admirable traits.

You have the choice of changing directions. You are a powerful human being. Step out and take care of yourself. It's your responsibility to us all.

Robert
6 years ago

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