In the silence of the night, I found myself here, again.
For others, this might be simply a place to find someone to have a scene with, or to try their luck to seek their person with kinks aligning them. For me, this is a place where I observe the people brave enough to put themselves out there and interact. All i can do at this moment is to observe. Thus, the name I use. Ever in the shadows, ever observing.
Despite the constant pace of life and the real life demanding more of my time, I find myself back here again for no reason. But I realize some things: I have grown and improved in some areas of my life and yet there are things that might have stayed the same. Like the way I observe people here. I thought I have gathered my confidence to even talk to a Dominant again but alas, all I can do is love profiles, read blogs and visit the Lobby every now and then.
Was it loneliness? the inability to trust? my cautious nature? I'll tell you when I find the best answer to describe it.
For now, I'll be in the shadows, observing
On the Periphery, O