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Falling for an Idea

I look pretty.
I sound pretty.

I am "The perfect ideal".
I get told regularly I'm "perfect", "sexy", "amazing", "everything I've been looking for."

But... You don't know me.
("You" is general, not a specific person.)

You don't know about my tastes. My desires. My limits. What gets me going and what stirs my blood faster than a partner admitting to cheating.

I can figure you out from a couple of conversations if I try.

You never ask either. It's always about you.
You think if I know more about you, I'll be so blinded by and in love with your "domliness" that you can string me along.

But... I'll call you out.
I won't let you get away with wasting my time.
I won't let you push for my attention then never use it.

My entire thought process after this s**tshow of a year, having been failed by several people and having had to end engagements - Actions speak louder than words.

Am I tired? Immensely.
Am I jaded? Without question.
But... I've had enough.

I hate people who fall for the idea of me.

Because it's not me.
4 years ago. August 5, 2020 at 10:12 AM

I ran into a new game today. 

It goes a little like "Surprise Sub: We're looking for a Third!"

 

The male contacted me, "Friends only" but very quickly started trying to play his charm on thick. Suggesting we meet for coffee in a Carpark, "I want to put a voice to that enticing face!"

Going on about waiting for the "right" one, how he wasn't talking to others, displaying jealousy over other men (my friends) talking to me. 

I declined his invitation. I have no intentions of meeting anyone outside of my household at all and what he's offering, I'm not buying. 

So, it only takes two days and a submissive is listed on his profile. Rather quick but hey, sometimes it happens. I was genuinely happy. Maybe the heavy charm would knock off. Nope. 

They've been "together for two days but we're considering third"... Really? That's VERY quick.

 

Now, at this point, I have to say - I HATE unicorn hunters. I especially loathe ones who think they're being sneaky by hiding the sub and being deceptive.

I backed off, still cordial and friendly but not biting. He got *shitty*. Very defensive. Very "Well, I'm sure someone is missing out on you."

If they are, they're not my kind. Just like you.

 

I ran this all by a friend who laughed, "Are they serious? He didn't bother to figure out that you'd see this coming? You're no one's second option. And all this in four days? Jesus."

 

I haven't had someone hide a submissive partner on me before. Now I know better, and I have less reasons to trust. 

 

 

Like I didn't have a laundry list already.

 


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