Highway to hell

Have you ever had someone leave you and come back later? I’ve had so many guys do that. They decide to breakup because of whatever reason or I break up with them and the majority of them come back after some time! It’s so weird that you are minding your own business and suddenly get a message from your ex saying “hey can we get back?” so for a while you wonder if you want to but at least for me I decide against it. You usually breakup over the same damn thing. Recently a sub I was considering finally read the messages I sent him over two months ago! I shuddered when I saw it since that usually means that they thought of me and might be contemplating coming back. And honestly with me that’s not always good. I normally take the high road and say no but I have wanted to take revenge sometimes and take them back. I’d be very excited if that sub decided to come back. I want to make him run in circles and beg for my time. It would bring me so much pleasure to crush him. I’ve never said I’m a nice person. I’m truly not. I try to be but I have a lot of darkness in me I struggle to contain.