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Highway to hell

My journey in life and the good and bad that comes with it. But mostly music.
4 years ago. October 13, 2020 at 6:16 PM

I feel a memory creeping in my head  

It angers me since it reminds me of you

I clench my hands into fists

Wanting so bad to punch something

“Calm down calm down. Bury the anger”

I tell myself

My fists unclench

The memory keeps playing in my head

But there’s isn’t anger attached to it

Not anymore

I’ve buried the anger

And one day I’ll bury the memories.

indivision - Thank you.
4 years ago
Johnny slave sub​(sub male){I'd most w} - You were, I'm guessing...hurt in a deep down kind of way. No longer left with the cause, but the lingering memories, and that brought on the anger. Natural...cause we all deal with various situations in different ways. You still have the memories, but have since worked through your anger. That you buried and it's healthy that you did. Memories are however, much harder to bury. They will become less and less mindful and apparent in your thoughts as time goes by. Patience is needed, but know......that any memory can be triggered, to occasionally come into our thoughts from time to time. Like perhaps triggered by a special song. When this does happen, allow yourself the freedom of not allowing it to once again hurt you as much again. ☺ All will get better.
4 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - I was just talking to someone and a memory of a similar conversation and what happened after came to mind. At first it was nice to relieve the memory but then the pain came quickly followed by anger and a desire to hurt and destroy. Then nothing. I buried the emotions deep down. I don’t need to reminder. The memories won’t bring the person back. It’s been long over. And I refuse to feel anything when thinking about this person.
4 years ago
Johnny slave sub​(sub male){I'd most w} - That's a wonderful thing to learn. You've gained a certain freedom from the hurtful emotions you once carried and your refusal to allow yourself further hurt by thinking of that individual...must surely bring you the feeling of having peace of mind. I'm happy for you. 😊
4 years ago

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