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My journey in life and the good and bad that comes with it. But mostly music.
3 years ago. June 12, 2021 at 5:44 PM

I must say that I quite missed the cage and the people I met here during the time I was gone but it was necessary. I’ve done some much self discovery during the time I was gone for here. I feel I know myself as a person so much more now and what I want from life. It’s going to take quite a while to put all I’ve found during this time on my profile but I’ll be working on it slowly as I’m currently out on vacation enjoying the beach and reading. 
One thing I did realize about myself during this time is that I very much am a lone wolf and while I’d love someone or multiple someones in my life I don’t truly need someone. I’m perfectly happy by myself and much more at peace but I’m still sure I’ll find someone that can bring me the same peace I feel by myself. I thought of changing my name to LoneWolf or something along those lines but I’ll just remain with my current profile name 

here’s some pictures of my vacation and the beautiful beach in front of my eyes


Also since I normally put some music on my blogs, here’s one of the songs I’m currently obsessing over 

Hope everyone is having a lovely peaceful day snd hopefully sweating a bit less than I am. It’s freaking 90 F here and with the humidity it feels like it’s 100+

ErosRising​(dom male){Hekate} - Good to see you back. Enjoy the vacation!!
3 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - It’s nice being back. I’ll be enjoying it till I get home tomorrow. I do miss my cat terribly which has put a small damper in my vacation.
Also, funny enough I was thinking of the myth of Eros and Psyche the other day and how Eros says “there can be no love without trust”
3 years ago
Johnny slave sub​(sub male){I'd most w} - Without trust...there cannot be any sort of growth in any relationship. ...be it one of love or friendship.
3 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - That is correct. I have recently lost all trust towards a friend of mine as I have found that he has lied quite a bit so I’ve been keeping my distance from him. And the hope he had of ever been in a romantic relationship with me is forever gone. I wouldn’t be with him even if he was the last person on earth.
3 years ago
Johnny slave sub​(sub male){I'd most w} - You were obviously hurt and I applaud your decision to turn from him now. His loss! I'm hoping he'll come to building his integrity in the future....to develop within himself trustworthiness. Maybe he won't, but you will be happier without him. 😀
3 years ago
ErosRising​(dom male){Hekate} - That saying is worth its weight in gold. It is a journey and a practice. It takes knowing yourself and letting go.
3 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - I find that recently it has become one of my life mottos with some adjustments. Without trust there can be nothing and I try to live my life as honestly as possible. I consider myself an amazing liar but I hate lying.
3 years ago
Johnny slave sub​(sub male){I'd most w} - So glad to know you're back and back with a new and exciting perspective of yourself and a happiness that comes from getting to know yourself a little better. I missed you, but you did what you needed to do and that's quite an accomplishment.
I so love the beach and reading as well...however, you are in a most lovely looking beach area, which makes anything you're doing more enjoyable. I know about heat. We had 4 days last week over 92 F Along with high humidity. Yesterday and today has been around 71 F. Big change!
Again....welcome back to your family of friends here. 😀
3 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - I’m glad to be back. I missed interacting with people in here. I’ve been reading so much I actually ran out of things to read yesterday and had to look for new things to read. I ended up buying like 5 new books for my kindle that are part of series in the hope I’ll enjoy them and buy more. Beaches down in Florida are lovely and I’ve recent been enjoying coming to vacation on the opposite coast of where I live in. I’m currently close to fort Myers beach. It’s quite lovely here and the water is very nice and warm(I hate cold water) the breeze is simply amazing too. The smell of sand, sun and ocean. Pair that with a nice book and I’m in heaven.
3 years ago
Johnny slave sub​(sub male){I'd most w} - From what you have described MelMell, I believe that most of us on here woukd LOVE to be there with you, but I know you'll be happy to get back home to your cat. Enjoy the rest of your vacation. 😊
3 years ago
LeashCalledLove​(sub male){__________} - Nice to see you back, seems you were able to regain some agency. Looking forward to seeing more blogs.
3 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - I’m glad to be back. I missed blogging and interacting with everyone here.
3 years ago
BeneathHerNow​(sub male) - I am happy to see you back
3 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - I’m glad to be back.
3 years ago
LaVieEnRose​(sub female){Kintsugi} - I’m glad you took the time to find yourself! I’ve had to go through that journey many times cause we are all constantly growing and changing! Welcome back :)
3 years ago
MelMell​(dom female) - Thank you. I truly needed the time to myself and I feel I’ve become more focused.
3 years ago

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