She thought to herself

My Hope

You are my hope for tomorrow, The only one who knows the real me. The person who reached deep down into the darkness and pulled me up through the dark waters.

You are my hope for tomorrow, the safety net of my sanity. The light at the end of my dark tunnel, who brightens my path away from demons. 

You are my hope for tomorrow. A cord or silver links use. It grows brighter and stronger as each day passes until the day it is complete.

The day we are in each other’s arms.Till the night of our last breaths. The last time our human eyes. Look out at each other.The last real kiss, The last human sleep. The last skins on skin embrace, Until our spiritual self’s embrace for eternity.

Xoxo 🎀💋🎀

She raged against the light! Sword drawn! She lifts it high! She tightened her rope, gave a little tug on off she went! Ccccchhhhhhaaaaarrrrggggeeeeee! She roared as she stomped on her enemies! The darkness consumed the sky! She swang to the left, then to the right... She stabbed anything she could to make it to the light! It almost consumed her. She lost her horse, her sword, her will was almost gone...... TBC

Why is it you have days when you just need to cry, or you have days your crushed, and need a friend to stop you from making another mistake before the nights end. That ride or die chic that always seems to feel things lately. We have that instinct thing, but we also have a brain. The brain to know what's healthy, and what's not. When you have those kinda days what do you do? My dear friend reading, the days of my life.....?

What are my goals? 

To feel taken off the market.

To be honorably owned.

Furthered career, to support our life.

Love

Respect

Comfort

Encouragement 

Guidance

Wants---- ac in the summer, a new car, a skinny body I don't have to work on, not to have to work. I want to see the world! 

See the difference?

Trust should be a given, however it's not, so it has to be listed. You can't live a thriving life always wondering what are they hiding. It takes you off course. 

These are my needs, not so much wants. When your asked what do you want in life? I need things, and want things. The difference is I know there is a difference. You need something to thrive, you want something to be comfortable. 

Love the eat me, beat me lady... Xoxoxo

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Self discovery has been hard, you have to be willing to open your whole self up to someone. Meaning you will be volnerable, you will question everything. Go with what feels right. 

I found mirabilia in this discovery journey. The oh's and wow's left me speechless at times. It is wonderful to have someone along side of me. I'm no longer an outcast. I am found... No longer lost. I am me, take it or leave it.

The future is endless, don't do your discovery half way out the door, take your time, can you read that again? Take YOUR time. You will know when it's right for you. 

Don't pass the good stuff looking for what you think you want. Treasures are under each nook and cranny. Just take the time to seek them out. 

If you get stuck on something, don't give up, try it again. 

I'll re-read this when I have a bad day.          🎀💋🎀

Life is fickle sometimes, but you have to go with the punches. Wipe your knees off after rising from hell and keep in your journey. We are made to love our neighbors, but you have to be careful who you share yourself with. A good lesson I learned, be happy, treat your partner or partners with respect. If you don't have respect for someone you love, you won't get far with a happy, healthy, life. Isn't the goal about self discovery to find happiness in a healthy way. The work you put in, is what you'll get along the journey. The results will not always be perfect, but the knowledge you gain from mistakes along the way is really the work you do. It could be rough and bumpy or you can get by with just the skin of your teeth. Soak up the journey, take the good, let go of the bad. 

Do good things unto others, as you would have done unto yourself. 

 What a good saying, it's so true, be good unto others and you will reap the benefits. If you are here in your situation, and you question anything it's not time to make life choices. Take a step back, look and think of the situation. 

You find out your true relationship values when you need someone to be there in a messed up situation, who will be real and tell it how it is based on their situation. 

Keep your personal bubble clear of debris until you can hold that bubble up yourself. 

Love you, so you can spread the love in a good, positive environment. 

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I'm a dreamer and your dreams come true. All the dreams I have with a future in my dreams you will make it come true. 

Dreams do come true. 

She wonders through a sandy desert. She makes it through the hot sand. She has only water that she can carry. She doesn't know where she's going. She doesn't know if there's an end in sight. She fantasizes about someone sweeping her off her feet and rescuing her. Would anyone come and rescue her? She's weary and tired. She has been walking for days. She watches the sun come up, and the sun go down. Finding shade where she can along her journey has been a challenge. The hot scorching sun burns her skin as she continues to walk to the desert. She begins to fill the heat on her brain. She prays someone will find her or she will find another human being in the next few miles before she falls to her feet. 

The journey she's on is self-discovery you see. She has met a lot of people on the way, some very nice and encouraging and some not so nice. She dredges on as the sand fills her shoes. Her mouth is so dry there is no spit left in it. She takes a sip from her canteen. She wipes the sweat off of her forehead. As she lifts her head up she notices in the far a structure, a building, or something She wants to know what it is so she moves closer. As the image comes clear to her eyes she notices it's a small hut in the desert. Her feet begin to drag a little faster, her step becomes a little quicker. As she approaches the structure someone comes out to welcome her. He says hello there have you been on your journey long You look like you can use some rest. He says please come in rest your wary feet.

He begins to help her remove her shoes as he fills up a bucket with cool water. He hands her a jug of fresh cold water to quench her thirst. He sits her things down on the floor next to the chair where she sits. She collapsed in the chair just as she sat down. He begins to cool off her feet that are so blistered and hot they bleed. It feels so good just to be taken care of after I thought there was no end to this journey. 

He helps her, cleans off her feet, and lays her down. She exhales a deep breath, a deep sigh of relief. He takes care of her until she falls fast asleep in his arms. She feels a sense of home with him. She feels safe, comfortable, and wants to rest her wary eyes for just a moment. 

Little did she know that that moment in that desert on that day in that hour she would fall in love with the man who saved her. She was unaware what her journey was, But when she saw him and saw what he offered her, she never left. 

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