My Journey in a New World

Wow. It has been a long time since I was on here last. A lot has changed. 

Um, first? I'm not in my dynamic anymore. My Dom broke my trust. In him. In us. 

I feel lost, in a sense. He was the first person I ever gave my body to and now it's like I'm driving blind on a foggy night. Like my sense of direction is gone. I keep asking myself what to do but I've never experienced such an absence before. 

Maybe with time it will get better? 

I'm taking some time to slowly get back out there. I'm in a new state, don't really know anyone. Just trying to find a way to live my life for me for once. 

I'll try and update more frequently.