1 day ago. Mon 18 Sep 2017 03:11:07 PM IDT
Right as above states.
I am an addict that's what we say in meetings.
I am an alcoholic that's what we say in meetings.
I am clean I am sober have been since 2009 its hard only some of the time but I'm such a fucking control freak that I can't go to oblivion and beyond anymore.
My personality won't allow it.
I've been to prison I've done my time for a crime I don't claim innocent I was guilty and that's the plea I entered don't ask for I'll not tell unless we either become Master & Sub/s then its full disclosure or we become friends.
My life was upside down from well since I was a child that what happened made me, me.
Again as above won't explain.
My nature is dark, my nature is light my mind is a mixture of both I may be thinking of pleasing thoughts but my smile will be wicked.
I finally sorted myself out I'm at a good place a great place in life.
I'll not take shit from anyone no matter what, I'll stand up for anyone also unless you fuck me off then your on your own.
I'll answer any question unless I state not yet but eventually I give account to it.
I'll give only what I can I'll not make promises that I can't keep.
If you find my blog as an eye opener then I have achieved what I set out to do.
This is me take it, leave it, I don't mind either.
I'm real, I'm honest, I don't need to be anything but me.
This my life, my choice, my way of thinking those that will not can not accept that well I don't have to talk to you, you don't have to read this and if you have why!!
My interest in this is my reasons everyone has them maybe not as deeply dark rooted as me or maybe darker but just the same.
Anyway that's me.