So i have a date tomorrow, Been talking to someone for a few days online(12 hours straight yesterday lol), She doesn`t know about my kinky side we haven`t spoken about sex at all, I don`t really have those conversations online its more of a face to face conversation to me, Might have been different if i had met her on here but a straight forward dating site pretty much a no-no lol
But she seems really nice we have a few things in common which is always good, a little bit younger than me but thats not an issue. Smart and funny and a wrestling fan so always a bonus 😄 Punching above my weight to be fair but then thats always the case i may be some things but pretty aint one of em lol
My new outlook on life is definitely paying dividends and my diet started yesterday too actually had my first salad in about 30 years lol So all in all things are going really well for me at the moment. Touch wood, fingers crossed all that jazz :D
Being positive has always given me this extra confidence boost and i have zero need or want to go back to how i was, felt crap looked like crap and ate crap so life was crap, Don`t spiral like i did if you start to feel or do feel like that talk to someone even if that person is yourself online all it takes is that little kickstart and im sure anyone can do it, Trust me i know how hard it is i was like it for a long time i was a mess but im through it now and im pretty sure its permanant 😄 Yes i have my wobbly moments but i just push past, Stop and close your eyes and just breath :)
So yeah looking forward to tomorrow its been a while and my last date was a disaster as previously mentioned in my Blog, So yeah fingers crossed and wish me luck :D
