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5 years ago. February 24, 2019 at 5:47 AM

I keep getting very annoying and sarcastic b*tchiness from dochebag wannabes.
I do NOT lie. If I am not into you or you are one of my many dealbreaker, I will tell you straight up. I usually try to be polite and wish you luck.
However if you are rude me, I will be ride back, get the last say and block you.

I keep getting guys who say I am making excuses like my phone is broke or I do not use kik, snap, or skype.

First of all, they do not know my situation.

  • I have health issues, (fibriods and endrmetrisos) and both cause extreme pain when I have sex both in penetration and during the orgasm. (I have cramps at least through 3/4th of the month, yes this makes me both depressed and cranky and NO I and NOT looking for sex, that includes oral too.)
  • I have some mental issues.
    These two things have made it hard for me to find a job. (Which makes it hard to fix my dead tract phone of 5 years.)

Secondly I am very picky about talking to people. I have gotten catfished, ghosted and harassed. 
I like to talk to someone on whatever site I started with first in case, we just don't connect. I will NOT give anyone my chat info unless there is some good, connection between us.
I just do not like snap, I tried it and I kept getting minors faking their age.
I hate kik, i cant talk to two people at the same time without thinking that i am a f*cking bot
I had a fcking stalker on Skype so I deleted it. He claimed he was sub, but all he wanted me to do was to tell him to jack off. (What the fck do I get out of that? Not a D@mn thing, especially when I offline dominance does nothing for me.)

Third, Submissive do NOT talk like they are better than me or than demand all of the answers.
I am willing to answer anyone's questions, just please kindly ask. (I am open book, but I may not have the answers or stories you want to hear.)

For those decent people and fellow reader sorry you had to read my bitter rant, but it sickens me when some calls me a liar.

Satindragon{Not Lookin} - I can understand your frustration. It makes me very angry to be called a liar. It makes me sad that you are in constant pain. Have they talked about surgery yet? I had endometriosis which lead to a total hysterectomy a lot of years ago. It turned out to be the best thing ever. May you get comfort from your pain soon.
5 years ago
Darkmistress1213​(dom female) - They keep wanting to do an ablasion, not hysterectomy. I want the hysterectomy. I do not want kids, or anemia (any more) and no more pain
5 years ago
Satindragon{Not Lookin} - Would that procedure clean up all the endometriosis but leave you with your ovaries for hormone balance.
5 years ago
Darkmistress1213​(dom female) - My hormones aren't balanced, I don't make enough progesterone (The pregnancy hormones and a woman needs every month to release the egg). I take birth control with that in it. I want hysterectomy so I don't have to worry about fibriods, heavy bleeds or extreme pain, but now I am hearing that it may not cure the endometrisos. I just want the bleeding and pain to stop.
5 years ago
Satindragon{Not Lookin} - I hope you get better soon
5 years ago

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