I just read this article and it opened my eyes. . .
https://www.yourtango.com/2015262234/my-horoscope-told-me-ignore-my-love-life-and-i-listened
Now mind you I'm not an Aries (I'm a Sagittarius.) However I think it works for me.
Last year, I got stood up more times than I had second dates. I grind against my ex and secretly compare when I read profiles, and I need to stop.
I need to love myself and focus on my life, my hobbies and my family. I want to blog and write more.
I had real, true love for 7 out of 8 years in my last relationship, and I am grateful for it. However I need to renew myself. I don't know if I am truly over the griving process.
I kept pushing the ideal submissive boyfriend because I was lonely, but sexually I can't give what I feel any healthy relationship deserves.
I know I need more friends, so if anyone wants to talk, I'm willing to chat.